Canadian Mike
01-21-2003, 7:17 PM
My session with Sonia took place on November 2000. Some of us Canadians convinced her to come over here and so some serious facesitting. Some of you from the old facesitting board may recall how I got all wrapped up into letting Sonia smother me out cold. Here's a recap FeelFree.
Part 1
Well here it is a recollection of probably the most emotional and extremely exciting facesitting session that I have ever encountered. Believe me when I say that I've had difficulty with writing this story because I honestly found it hard to transfer my mixed and sometimes traumatic emotions into descriptive words. Well, I've done my very best. Incidentally, if you all decide to heckle me for wimping out on passing out under Sonia’s bottom, I understand as I did go on about it. And to be honest here, despite what you are about to read it is still a goal of mine. Also, I somehow feel that it’s one that Sonia will help me live out next spring. Even now, some time later, I see myself as a Sonia believer, a groupie, if you will, as she truly is not only the most fantastic facesitter that I have ever encountered, but also a very wonderful person. Anyway, I'll stop my ramblings and get right to it.
After what could be easily described as one of my most nerve-racking days of my life, I somehow managed to navigate my car all the way to downtown Toronto and arrive at Sonia’s hotel right on time...8pm. She greeted me at the door with such a warm smile and politely invited me inside. Believe me folks, I was physically trembling at this point as thoughts of the unknown raced through my mind, not to mention the realization of all of the varied comments from the board of her destructive powers. Once inside, Sonia motioned for me to sit down on the bed. We both got comfortable and casually talked for a while. I found talking to Sonia to be a pleasurable experience. It was quite nice for me to have the privilege of actually getting to know Sonia not only on her professional level but her persona life too. In fact we had a lovely conversation and I found myself starting to relax a little. I learned that Sonia has a vast wrestling background along with a normal family life. Hell, at one point during our conversation I even found it difficult to accept the fact that this calm and very quiet spoken lady could actually make people pass out as she had so often professed. When she spoke to me I noticed that she had such a warm smile and her eyes seemed to light up when she laughed. Sonia also has a most unusual accent, it's like a cross between British and perhaps French, anyway interesting to listen to. Sorry, I'll get back to the story or should I say confession?
Eventually we came to the point in our conversation where Sonia wanted to know more detail about my likes and dislikes with regards to facesitting and that compelling dream of passing out beneath a woman’s bottom. In a most casual way, She spoke of the many ways that she had made people pass out using her breast, her bottom, her powerful legs and that famous sleeper. Sonia also mentioned that for us to achieve my goal of unconsciousness I’d need to totally trust her. I think that it was right at that very moment that my fear returned to my heart and in a hurry because perhaps for the first time (and by the way, I know I was warned by so many of you), I realized that she wasn't kidding, she had planned on making me go to sleep. And what was so nerve racking about it all was the fact that Sonia was so candid about it all, like it wasn't anything out of the norm for this lady to do to a man.
We proceeded to the next phase of Sonia's pre-smothering interview...the fact find. She began to ask me questions about my health, how I feel when I really need air, do I tend to panic when being smothered and how much. Believe me, right there, I became so nervous and worked up that I could feel sweat start to run. Yet I sat there and continued to nervously listen and answer what had suddenly become very important questions. Satisfied with my answers, Sonia asked me what I would like her to wear. Panty’s was all that I could say and I sat there watching her look for a nice pair for my smothering.... my smothering, god was I so aware of that now! Black panties with a matching bra were the chosen order of the day and Sonia seemed to almost eagerly disappear into the bathroom to get herself changed. Believe me, I couldn’t stop my body from shaking. But it wasn't all fear that caused me to be so nervous as I was also extremely excited to have this opportunity to be alone with Sonia. A few moments later, Sonia greeted me wearing the chosen soft cotton black panties and believe me she looked simply ravishing and divine. Still smiling away and being so casual, Sonia just asked me to lie on the bed and mentioned that perhaps we should start with a breast smother. Once appropriately positioned on my back in the middle of the bed, the most intense, exciting, non-stop, and very exhausting session of my life began!
Now I will confess to you all here, I have heard many comments from various fans and board participants on Sonia's dramatic breast smother, but believe me nothing could have prepared me for it when it came. What a surprise it was because no disrespect for Sonia intended, but she is not lady who is overly developed in the breast department, However it should also be noted that her breasts are not small by any means either. But let me assure you right here and now, once Sonia lays on top of your prone from, presses her ample breasts against your face and wraps her powerful arms around your head....YOU ARE GOING NOWHERE! MY GOD! It was certainly quite an undeniable shock for me. In fact I spent the first few seconds trying to comprehend how Sonia had so effectively cut off my air supply. To my utmost relief, the first breast smother was relatively brief. I discovered that it was to be a warm-up to test the waters of what was to come. The rest of her breast smothers seemed to intensify and with each one came increased PANIC from me! Believe me, I desperately tried everything in my power to get air as my lungs screamed with the need, but no matter what I did or where I turned my head, Sonia's breasts just remained firmly molded to my face. As I laid there lost to panic, I could hear Sonia's slow and casual breathing above my ear. It was if she were letting me know that oxygen was just out of my reach…. Great! Another thing that soon became quite obvious to me was the simple fact that the wonderful Sonia wasn't even working up a sweat It was if it were a casual event for her to suffocate me. Her sensual body kept pressing against mine, which also effectively pinned me to the bed and certainly immobilized me which prevented any defense. I was completely helpless to say the very least of my quite frightening breathless situation. Then in panic and pure desperation, I tried to cry for mercy. You see, despite my truthful desire and almost desperate need to know what it's like to pass out, I just couldn't deny the fear that gripped my furiously pounding heart. But Sonia just held on tight and refused to let me breath even the slightest breath of fresh air. Then as a last attempt for what I now felt was pure survival, I started to desperately thrash about. When I did this, Sonia just softly spoke to me in such an ever-assuring tone and told me that it will be all right, that I should just try to calm myself down and relax. Then she went on to tell me to wrap my arms around her and hold her tight. Truly amazing, just truly amazing indeed. I was completely terrified and yet at the same time I'd never felt more excited in my entire 42 years of life. This was an absolute first for me as I had never been breast smothered before. It was nothing short of a wild experience. Sonia's breast smother was nothing short of suffocating and extremely hot. In just a short period of time, She had me sweating profusely and feeling quite delirious. And when she finally did release from her suffocating breasts, I honestly found myself more or less begging her not to use those them on me anymore. One thing that I can assure you of first hand.... There’s no doubt in my mind that people have definitely passed out in there! No doubt at all!
Part 1
Well here it is a recollection of probably the most emotional and extremely exciting facesitting session that I have ever encountered. Believe me when I say that I've had difficulty with writing this story because I honestly found it hard to transfer my mixed and sometimes traumatic emotions into descriptive words. Well, I've done my very best. Incidentally, if you all decide to heckle me for wimping out on passing out under Sonia’s bottom, I understand as I did go on about it. And to be honest here, despite what you are about to read it is still a goal of mine. Also, I somehow feel that it’s one that Sonia will help me live out next spring. Even now, some time later, I see myself as a Sonia believer, a groupie, if you will, as she truly is not only the most fantastic facesitter that I have ever encountered, but also a very wonderful person. Anyway, I'll stop my ramblings and get right to it.
After what could be easily described as one of my most nerve-racking days of my life, I somehow managed to navigate my car all the way to downtown Toronto and arrive at Sonia’s hotel right on time...8pm. She greeted me at the door with such a warm smile and politely invited me inside. Believe me folks, I was physically trembling at this point as thoughts of the unknown raced through my mind, not to mention the realization of all of the varied comments from the board of her destructive powers. Once inside, Sonia motioned for me to sit down on the bed. We both got comfortable and casually talked for a while. I found talking to Sonia to be a pleasurable experience. It was quite nice for me to have the privilege of actually getting to know Sonia not only on her professional level but her persona life too. In fact we had a lovely conversation and I found myself starting to relax a little. I learned that Sonia has a vast wrestling background along with a normal family life. Hell, at one point during our conversation I even found it difficult to accept the fact that this calm and very quiet spoken lady could actually make people pass out as she had so often professed. When she spoke to me I noticed that she had such a warm smile and her eyes seemed to light up when she laughed. Sonia also has a most unusual accent, it's like a cross between British and perhaps French, anyway interesting to listen to. Sorry, I'll get back to the story or should I say confession?
Eventually we came to the point in our conversation where Sonia wanted to know more detail about my likes and dislikes with regards to facesitting and that compelling dream of passing out beneath a woman’s bottom. In a most casual way, She spoke of the many ways that she had made people pass out using her breast, her bottom, her powerful legs and that famous sleeper. Sonia also mentioned that for us to achieve my goal of unconsciousness I’d need to totally trust her. I think that it was right at that very moment that my fear returned to my heart and in a hurry because perhaps for the first time (and by the way, I know I was warned by so many of you), I realized that she wasn't kidding, she had planned on making me go to sleep. And what was so nerve racking about it all was the fact that Sonia was so candid about it all, like it wasn't anything out of the norm for this lady to do to a man.
We proceeded to the next phase of Sonia's pre-smothering interview...the fact find. She began to ask me questions about my health, how I feel when I really need air, do I tend to panic when being smothered and how much. Believe me, right there, I became so nervous and worked up that I could feel sweat start to run. Yet I sat there and continued to nervously listen and answer what had suddenly become very important questions. Satisfied with my answers, Sonia asked me what I would like her to wear. Panty’s was all that I could say and I sat there watching her look for a nice pair for my smothering.... my smothering, god was I so aware of that now! Black panties with a matching bra were the chosen order of the day and Sonia seemed to almost eagerly disappear into the bathroom to get herself changed. Believe me, I couldn’t stop my body from shaking. But it wasn't all fear that caused me to be so nervous as I was also extremely excited to have this opportunity to be alone with Sonia. A few moments later, Sonia greeted me wearing the chosen soft cotton black panties and believe me she looked simply ravishing and divine. Still smiling away and being so casual, Sonia just asked me to lie on the bed and mentioned that perhaps we should start with a breast smother. Once appropriately positioned on my back in the middle of the bed, the most intense, exciting, non-stop, and very exhausting session of my life began!
Now I will confess to you all here, I have heard many comments from various fans and board participants on Sonia's dramatic breast smother, but believe me nothing could have prepared me for it when it came. What a surprise it was because no disrespect for Sonia intended, but she is not lady who is overly developed in the breast department, However it should also be noted that her breasts are not small by any means either. But let me assure you right here and now, once Sonia lays on top of your prone from, presses her ample breasts against your face and wraps her powerful arms around your head....YOU ARE GOING NOWHERE! MY GOD! It was certainly quite an undeniable shock for me. In fact I spent the first few seconds trying to comprehend how Sonia had so effectively cut off my air supply. To my utmost relief, the first breast smother was relatively brief. I discovered that it was to be a warm-up to test the waters of what was to come. The rest of her breast smothers seemed to intensify and with each one came increased PANIC from me! Believe me, I desperately tried everything in my power to get air as my lungs screamed with the need, but no matter what I did or where I turned my head, Sonia's breasts just remained firmly molded to my face. As I laid there lost to panic, I could hear Sonia's slow and casual breathing above my ear. It was if she were letting me know that oxygen was just out of my reach…. Great! Another thing that soon became quite obvious to me was the simple fact that the wonderful Sonia wasn't even working up a sweat It was if it were a casual event for her to suffocate me. Her sensual body kept pressing against mine, which also effectively pinned me to the bed and certainly immobilized me which prevented any defense. I was completely helpless to say the very least of my quite frightening breathless situation. Then in panic and pure desperation, I tried to cry for mercy. You see, despite my truthful desire and almost desperate need to know what it's like to pass out, I just couldn't deny the fear that gripped my furiously pounding heart. But Sonia just held on tight and refused to let me breath even the slightest breath of fresh air. Then as a last attempt for what I now felt was pure survival, I started to desperately thrash about. When I did this, Sonia just softly spoke to me in such an ever-assuring tone and told me that it will be all right, that I should just try to calm myself down and relax. Then she went on to tell me to wrap my arms around her and hold her tight. Truly amazing, just truly amazing indeed. I was completely terrified and yet at the same time I'd never felt more excited in my entire 42 years of life. This was an absolute first for me as I had never been breast smothered before. It was nothing short of a wild experience. Sonia's breast smother was nothing short of suffocating and extremely hot. In just a short period of time, She had me sweating profusely and feeling quite delirious. And when she finally did release from her suffocating breasts, I honestly found myself more or less begging her not to use those them on me anymore. One thing that I can assure you of first hand.... There’s no doubt in my mind that people have definitely passed out in there! No doubt at all!