DarkStarWorshipper
04-19-2010, 5:04 PM
Sorry if this seems like kind of an incoherent post. But everything's changed for me in the last twenty-four hours.
As you know if you're on this forum, I am totally addicted to ass worship. And as you know if you're on this forum, it's not something a lot of women are into. Sometimes, when you're lucky, you can find one who'll let you kiss her butt, or even furtively slide your tongue around her rim. But they're hard to find, and I've been single a couple of months now. I thought it might be months, maybe years, before I'd have the sweet feel of a woman's anus beneath my tongue again.
But right now, I feel like everything I've ever fantasized about and more can happen. Maybe even - I can't stop it happening, now.
And Clarissa knows it. Because each time she entered our shared office today she was careful to lean way over Hannah's desk, so I could admire her ass - now in a shorter, tighter skirt than she usually wears. And before she left, she dropped a sheaf of papers on my desk with a light-hearted smile.
'I thought you wouldn't mind doing these for me before you went home,' she giggled. And then turned away, letting her hand trail lightly down her back and ass as she left.
She probably knows I'm writing this now. Knows how hard I am, thinking of her. How much I'd like to relieve myself - except that it could never be as good as her.
And to think just yesterday we were only friends.
It all started after work yesterday - heading out for drinks at the pub with Rob and Hannah and Kate from the office. Rob and Kate bailed out early - and I was about to, too, because Hannah started talking about what she always talks about when she's had a little bit too much to drink. How hard it is to find a good man.
'It's easy to find a man.' she always says. 'But not a good man. Not someone you'd want as a life partner.'
And then, a couple of drinks after that, it's always about how men will fuck anything. Not like women.
But I'd had a bit to drink as well, and this time I challenged her.
'Come on.' I said. 'That's not true. Men don't fuck just anyone.'
'You do.' she said. 'That's all a woman has to do. Tell a man she'll sleep with him. And he'll do it. No matter what.'
'I don't ...'
But she wouldn't stop.
'All a woman has to do is spread her legs, and a man will fuck her. Any man. Any woman.'
'That's ridiculous.' I told her. 'A man won't ...'
Then a thought occurred to me. But with a swallow I let it go and went on.
'... fuck just any woman because she spreads her legs.'
'Yeah, right.' she said, standing up suddenly. 'Sometimes she has to bend over.'
Then she stormed out, presumably fuming at whatever boyfriend had upset her this time.
Clarissa and I shrugged at each other, and carried on with our drinks. We've been friends for a while now. Not that close, but good workmates. Less boring than Rob and Kate. More normal than Hannah.
'So is it true?' she asked teasingly. 'Will a man fuck just any woman? Because he can?'
I shrugged. 'Some men, I guess.'
'And what about you? Would you fuck just any woman?'
I laughed. 'Fucking's not really what I'm into.'
Clarissa smiled. 'So ... what. You're the last romantic?'
'That's not quite what I meant.' I laughed. 'I just meant ... some people have different tastes.'
She frowned. 'You're not telling me you're gay, are you?'
'No, no, no ... I just mean ... fucking's not what I'm into.'
Clarissa looked me in the eye, her green eyes dancing. 'So what are you into?'
'Honestly?' I said, blushing a little. 'Honestly, I'm more into ... well, oral sex.'
She sat back, her face wrinkling. 'Oh great.' she said. 'You don't want to fuck women. You just want them to suck you off.'
'No, no, no. I mean ... I'm into giving oral sex. Giving head.'
She sat forward again, her expression curious. 'Really.' she said.
I nodded. 'Really.'
'You like giving head.'
I nodded again. 'Absolutely.'
'And you don't like having sex.'
I shrugged. 'It's okay. But I like giving head more.'
I was getting excited just thinking about it. But then Clarissa waved her hand dismissively. 'Men.' she said. 'I'll never understand 'em.'
And then the conversation moved on. And we even left early, for us - about eight, early enough for me to pick up my pen drive from Clarissa's flat.
'Let me make you a cup of tea.' she said. 'Before you head home. You'll need to sober up a little.' And I let her, and we sat around for a while, talking about Hannah and how mad she was, and her latest boyfriend.
Until Clarissa laughed. 'But you.' she said. 'You say you're not like that. Did you really mean what you said about preferring giving head?'
I nodded carefully. 'Uh-huh.'
'But what do you like about it?'
I shifted in my chair. Already I was getting excited. And i didn't want her to see.
'It's just ... intimate.' I said. 'I mean ... in a way, the cock isn't very sensitive. it knows what it likes. But the mouth. When I'm down there, I feel like I can trace every aspect of the woman. Can feel everything she's feeling. I mean, when she has an orgasm, I can feel it down there.'
'Really? And you can't with your ... cock?'
I shook my head. 'No. But when you're kissing down there ... yes. Yes, you can. And that's my favourite moment. When I can feel a woman starting to cum underneath my lips.'
Clarissa laughed. 'Wow.' she said. 'I wish I liked giving blow-jobs that much. And do you really like it so much you'd do it for just any woman?'
'Well ... maybe not any woman.' I laughed. 'I'd have to think she was ... clean. But ... yeah. Just about anyone.'
She stared at me, marvelling. 'And all she'd have to do is spread her legs?'
'Ummm ... yeah. Pretty much.'
'And you wouldn't even want sex afterwards?'
'No. Just ... to lick her until she came.'
'I don't believe you.' she said, leaning back in the couch.
'Well ... it's true. I guess the same way some men need sex so much they'll have sex with anyone - I love giving head.'
'But you wouldn't.' she said. 'Not really. Not just if a woman spread her legs.'
'Actually.' I told her. 'I would.'
'So, like ... even if I spread my legs. You'd just get down and start licking.'
I laughed, then blushed. 'Yes. Yes, I would.'
'I don't believe you.'
'Well, fine. But I would.'
She leaned even further back. And then, slowly, parted her legs beneath her skirt.
'Just like this.'
'I would.'
'I don't believe you.'
Slowly, now, I stood from my chair, unable anymore to conceal the erection in my trousers, and then sat down on the floor, between the chair and the sofa.
I could see she was wearing knee-highs. And gradually, slowly, she raised her skirt a little higher up her thighs.
'You said all I'd have to do is spread my legs. And here they are.'
I inched closer. 'I will.' I teased. 'Unless you close your legs, right now.'
Instead, she spread them wider, and I crawled toward her, nuzzling my face against her thigh.
'I thought,' she breathed, 'you wanted to lick my pussy. Not kiss my knee.'
Gently, slowly, I kissed her thighs, as she spread her legs still wider and I felt her hands on my head.
'I still don't believe you.' she said. And I buried my face in the warm, moist crotch of her black panties, breathing her in, feeling her sudden start and relaxation into me.
'Thank you.' I said, my voice lost amongst her thighs, her belly, her panties. 'Thank you thank you thank you.'
She spread her legs still wider, and for a time I only licked up and down her panties, beneath the band, rubbing her pussy with my face. Until finally she couldn't take it any more and she pushed the panties aside, pulling my face against her, my tongue first flickering against her clitoris and then, as she ground against me, deep into her vagina.
I don't know how long I was there for, my tongue and head buried between Clarissa's legs. But then suddenly, beneath my tongue, I could feel the pulse of her orgasm, feel her juices as the streamed from her, dripped along her delicate lips, her thighs.
'Oh god.' she said. 'Oh god. Oh god, that's good.'
I said nothing, still delicately licking the juices from her folds. She let me, for a little while, and then said: 'We can fuck, if you want.'
I shook my head. 'Unh-uhn. I told you I wasn't into that.'
'But isn't there anything else you want?' she asked from above me. 'I mean, to orgasm?'
I glanced up at her. Could see she was flushed, her breast heaving. And I knew if I didn't say it then, I never would.
'Just one thing.' I said.
She looked at me quizzically.
'Turn over.' I said. 'So that your front is lying on the sofa, and you're kneeling on the floor.'
'Oh [I]no[I].' she said. 'I don't like it like that.'
'I told you.' I said. 'It's not for sex.' And she did as I'd said, even being obliging enough to wriggle out of her panties for me and raise her skirt.
But I still think she was surprised when she felt my lips gliding gently over her bottom. Slowly, delicately, I kissed her immaculate, round, pale ass.
'Ohmigod.' she said, after a moment. 'Phil, are you kissing my arse.'
'Yes.' I said. 'Yes, I am.'
'But why?'
'Because it's a beautiful ass. And because I was lying, back there in the pub. Because what I love more than anything isn't kissing a woman's pussy. It's worshipping her ass.'
Clarissa laughed, a little. "Well, you're pretty good at kissing pussy. So I guess you've earned it.'
I kept kissing her ass for a while. I'd admired it often in the office - and it didn't disappoint. I knew Clarissa went to the gym a lot - and now I could feel the results, her firm, taut, round ass pressed close against my face as my tongue explored her cleft, her cheeks, her thighs.
Every now and then Clarissa let out a little laugh. 'You're kissing my ass' she would say, in a fake American accent - that then started to fade, as I began, once more, to kiss towards her pussy.
'Mmmm.' she said, as my tongue once again entered her. 'That feels good.' And I kept doing it for some time, as she grew excited once more and began to press that luscious ass against my face, bobbing back and forth against my tongue.
Her breath was quickening now, and her hand between her legs, helping herself along. Faster and faster she began to move against me, her thighs clenching around my chin as quicker and quicker she began to find her orgasm ...
... and then slowed again with shock as my tongue flickered up from her pussy, rimmed her once, and then dived into her asshole.
It was a truly amazing anus - tight and as firm as her ass, trembling with the suppressed force of her orgasm; and for a moment she was stock still, absorbing the sudden new feeling of a man's tongue there, between her cheeks.
Slowly I withdrew my tongue, forcing a startled gasp from her lips. And then, just as slowly, spread wide her cheeks with my hands, rimmed her anus, and licked deep inside her asshole.
'Oh my god.' she breathed, her voice barely audible above her breath. 'You [I]like[I] this?'
'More than anything in the world.' I told her, before once again infiltrating my tongue within that dark star that pulsed with pleasure.
'You like licking ass.' she said, almost more to herself than to me. 'You like it. You want to kiss my asshole.'
I withdrew my mouth from her anus long enough to speak. 'I love it.' I breathed. 'I love kissing your ass.'
'Then don't stop.' she said - rocking back and forth now, pressing her ass against me, inviting me - almost forcing me - to press my lips close against her ring, delve my tongue as deep as it would go inside her.
'You're kissing my ass, Phil, you're kissing my ass, Phil, you're kissing my ass, Phil.' she whispered, over and over, as once again she came to orgasm. And once again allowed me, for a while, to keep tasting her in the afterglow.
'I'm exhausted, Phil.' she said at last. 'Don't you want to bring yourself off?'
I nodded behind her. 'Please.' I said. 'Please. Just ... just give me one of your knee-highs. And let me keep licking your ass.'
Obligingly she peeled off one of her stockings. And then, as one final time I plunged my tongue inside her asshole, I wrapped it around my hand, undid my flies, and masturbated myself to orgasm to the taste of Clarissa's sweet anus.
'Thank you.' I said. 'Thank you.'
She turned around, and drew herself up on the sofa.
'Wow.' she said. 'You like that. You really do.'
I nodded. 'That was the most amazing experience in my life.' I told her.
'You like,' she repeated, 'kissing my asshole.'
'Like it?' I said. 'I love it.'
Clarissa laughed. 'One more time,' she said, spreading wide her ass cheeks as she sat. And obediently I leaned forward, licking her anus.
'Wow.' she said. 'You really do like it.'
I nodded. 'I'd do anything. To kiss an ass as sexy as yours.'
Clarissa smiled. 'Excellent.' she said. 'I'll remember that.'
Then she laughed.
'And you, still in your work suit.'
I looked down.
She was right. Except for my shirt tails coming untucked and the cum-drenched stocking protruding from my fly, I was exactly as I was in the office. And once Clarissa had stood, and smoothed her skirt, so was she.
'I'm going to want to remember,' she giggled, 'that the guy in the desk across from me was licking my ass the night before. Wear that outfit tomorrow for me.'
I nodded. 'Anything you ask.' I told her, and then turned to go.
But she stopped me at the door - and as I paused, I turned, and saw there was a mischievous light in her green eyes. Deftly she insinuated her hand into my jacket pocket, and dropped her panties there.
'Then you might as well wear these, as well. Night night.'
As you know if you're on this forum, I am totally addicted to ass worship. And as you know if you're on this forum, it's not something a lot of women are into. Sometimes, when you're lucky, you can find one who'll let you kiss her butt, or even furtively slide your tongue around her rim. But they're hard to find, and I've been single a couple of months now. I thought it might be months, maybe years, before I'd have the sweet feel of a woman's anus beneath my tongue again.
But right now, I feel like everything I've ever fantasized about and more can happen. Maybe even - I can't stop it happening, now.
And Clarissa knows it. Because each time she entered our shared office today she was careful to lean way over Hannah's desk, so I could admire her ass - now in a shorter, tighter skirt than she usually wears. And before she left, she dropped a sheaf of papers on my desk with a light-hearted smile.
'I thought you wouldn't mind doing these for me before you went home,' she giggled. And then turned away, letting her hand trail lightly down her back and ass as she left.
She probably knows I'm writing this now. Knows how hard I am, thinking of her. How much I'd like to relieve myself - except that it could never be as good as her.
And to think just yesterday we were only friends.
It all started after work yesterday - heading out for drinks at the pub with Rob and Hannah and Kate from the office. Rob and Kate bailed out early - and I was about to, too, because Hannah started talking about what she always talks about when she's had a little bit too much to drink. How hard it is to find a good man.
'It's easy to find a man.' she always says. 'But not a good man. Not someone you'd want as a life partner.'
And then, a couple of drinks after that, it's always about how men will fuck anything. Not like women.
But I'd had a bit to drink as well, and this time I challenged her.
'Come on.' I said. 'That's not true. Men don't fuck just anyone.'
'You do.' she said. 'That's all a woman has to do. Tell a man she'll sleep with him. And he'll do it. No matter what.'
'I don't ...'
But she wouldn't stop.
'All a woman has to do is spread her legs, and a man will fuck her. Any man. Any woman.'
'That's ridiculous.' I told her. 'A man won't ...'
Then a thought occurred to me. But with a swallow I let it go and went on.
'... fuck just any woman because she spreads her legs.'
'Yeah, right.' she said, standing up suddenly. 'Sometimes she has to bend over.'
Then she stormed out, presumably fuming at whatever boyfriend had upset her this time.
Clarissa and I shrugged at each other, and carried on with our drinks. We've been friends for a while now. Not that close, but good workmates. Less boring than Rob and Kate. More normal than Hannah.
'So is it true?' she asked teasingly. 'Will a man fuck just any woman? Because he can?'
I shrugged. 'Some men, I guess.'
'And what about you? Would you fuck just any woman?'
I laughed. 'Fucking's not really what I'm into.'
Clarissa smiled. 'So ... what. You're the last romantic?'
'That's not quite what I meant.' I laughed. 'I just meant ... some people have different tastes.'
She frowned. 'You're not telling me you're gay, are you?'
'No, no, no ... I just mean ... fucking's not what I'm into.'
Clarissa looked me in the eye, her green eyes dancing. 'So what are you into?'
'Honestly?' I said, blushing a little. 'Honestly, I'm more into ... well, oral sex.'
She sat back, her face wrinkling. 'Oh great.' she said. 'You don't want to fuck women. You just want them to suck you off.'
'No, no, no. I mean ... I'm into giving oral sex. Giving head.'
She sat forward again, her expression curious. 'Really.' she said.
I nodded. 'Really.'
'You like giving head.'
I nodded again. 'Absolutely.'
'And you don't like having sex.'
I shrugged. 'It's okay. But I like giving head more.'
I was getting excited just thinking about it. But then Clarissa waved her hand dismissively. 'Men.' she said. 'I'll never understand 'em.'
And then the conversation moved on. And we even left early, for us - about eight, early enough for me to pick up my pen drive from Clarissa's flat.
'Let me make you a cup of tea.' she said. 'Before you head home. You'll need to sober up a little.' And I let her, and we sat around for a while, talking about Hannah and how mad she was, and her latest boyfriend.
Until Clarissa laughed. 'But you.' she said. 'You say you're not like that. Did you really mean what you said about preferring giving head?'
I nodded carefully. 'Uh-huh.'
'But what do you like about it?'
I shifted in my chair. Already I was getting excited. And i didn't want her to see.
'It's just ... intimate.' I said. 'I mean ... in a way, the cock isn't very sensitive. it knows what it likes. But the mouth. When I'm down there, I feel like I can trace every aspect of the woman. Can feel everything she's feeling. I mean, when she has an orgasm, I can feel it down there.'
'Really? And you can't with your ... cock?'
I shook my head. 'No. But when you're kissing down there ... yes. Yes, you can. And that's my favourite moment. When I can feel a woman starting to cum underneath my lips.'
Clarissa laughed. 'Wow.' she said. 'I wish I liked giving blow-jobs that much. And do you really like it so much you'd do it for just any woman?'
'Well ... maybe not any woman.' I laughed. 'I'd have to think she was ... clean. But ... yeah. Just about anyone.'
She stared at me, marvelling. 'And all she'd have to do is spread her legs?'
'Ummm ... yeah. Pretty much.'
'And you wouldn't even want sex afterwards?'
'No. Just ... to lick her until she came.'
'I don't believe you.' she said, leaning back in the couch.
'Well ... it's true. I guess the same way some men need sex so much they'll have sex with anyone - I love giving head.'
'But you wouldn't.' she said. 'Not really. Not just if a woman spread her legs.'
'Actually.' I told her. 'I would.'
'So, like ... even if I spread my legs. You'd just get down and start licking.'
I laughed, then blushed. 'Yes. Yes, I would.'
'I don't believe you.'
'Well, fine. But I would.'
She leaned even further back. And then, slowly, parted her legs beneath her skirt.
'Just like this.'
'I would.'
'I don't believe you.'
Slowly, now, I stood from my chair, unable anymore to conceal the erection in my trousers, and then sat down on the floor, between the chair and the sofa.
I could see she was wearing knee-highs. And gradually, slowly, she raised her skirt a little higher up her thighs.
'You said all I'd have to do is spread my legs. And here they are.'
I inched closer. 'I will.' I teased. 'Unless you close your legs, right now.'
Instead, she spread them wider, and I crawled toward her, nuzzling my face against her thigh.
'I thought,' she breathed, 'you wanted to lick my pussy. Not kiss my knee.'
Gently, slowly, I kissed her thighs, as she spread her legs still wider and I felt her hands on my head.
'I still don't believe you.' she said. And I buried my face in the warm, moist crotch of her black panties, breathing her in, feeling her sudden start and relaxation into me.
'Thank you.' I said, my voice lost amongst her thighs, her belly, her panties. 'Thank you thank you thank you.'
She spread her legs still wider, and for a time I only licked up and down her panties, beneath the band, rubbing her pussy with my face. Until finally she couldn't take it any more and she pushed the panties aside, pulling my face against her, my tongue first flickering against her clitoris and then, as she ground against me, deep into her vagina.
I don't know how long I was there for, my tongue and head buried between Clarissa's legs. But then suddenly, beneath my tongue, I could feel the pulse of her orgasm, feel her juices as the streamed from her, dripped along her delicate lips, her thighs.
'Oh god.' she said. 'Oh god. Oh god, that's good.'
I said nothing, still delicately licking the juices from her folds. She let me, for a little while, and then said: 'We can fuck, if you want.'
I shook my head. 'Unh-uhn. I told you I wasn't into that.'
'But isn't there anything else you want?' she asked from above me. 'I mean, to orgasm?'
I glanced up at her. Could see she was flushed, her breast heaving. And I knew if I didn't say it then, I never would.
'Just one thing.' I said.
She looked at me quizzically.
'Turn over.' I said. 'So that your front is lying on the sofa, and you're kneeling on the floor.'
'Oh [I]no[I].' she said. 'I don't like it like that.'
'I told you.' I said. 'It's not for sex.' And she did as I'd said, even being obliging enough to wriggle out of her panties for me and raise her skirt.
But I still think she was surprised when she felt my lips gliding gently over her bottom. Slowly, delicately, I kissed her immaculate, round, pale ass.
'Ohmigod.' she said, after a moment. 'Phil, are you kissing my arse.'
'Yes.' I said. 'Yes, I am.'
'But why?'
'Because it's a beautiful ass. And because I was lying, back there in the pub. Because what I love more than anything isn't kissing a woman's pussy. It's worshipping her ass.'
Clarissa laughed, a little. "Well, you're pretty good at kissing pussy. So I guess you've earned it.'
I kept kissing her ass for a while. I'd admired it often in the office - and it didn't disappoint. I knew Clarissa went to the gym a lot - and now I could feel the results, her firm, taut, round ass pressed close against my face as my tongue explored her cleft, her cheeks, her thighs.
Every now and then Clarissa let out a little laugh. 'You're kissing my ass' she would say, in a fake American accent - that then started to fade, as I began, once more, to kiss towards her pussy.
'Mmmm.' she said, as my tongue once again entered her. 'That feels good.' And I kept doing it for some time, as she grew excited once more and began to press that luscious ass against my face, bobbing back and forth against my tongue.
Her breath was quickening now, and her hand between her legs, helping herself along. Faster and faster she began to move against me, her thighs clenching around my chin as quicker and quicker she began to find her orgasm ...
... and then slowed again with shock as my tongue flickered up from her pussy, rimmed her once, and then dived into her asshole.
It was a truly amazing anus - tight and as firm as her ass, trembling with the suppressed force of her orgasm; and for a moment she was stock still, absorbing the sudden new feeling of a man's tongue there, between her cheeks.
Slowly I withdrew my tongue, forcing a startled gasp from her lips. And then, just as slowly, spread wide her cheeks with my hands, rimmed her anus, and licked deep inside her asshole.
'Oh my god.' she breathed, her voice barely audible above her breath. 'You [I]like[I] this?'
'More than anything in the world.' I told her, before once again infiltrating my tongue within that dark star that pulsed with pleasure.
'You like licking ass.' she said, almost more to herself than to me. 'You like it. You want to kiss my asshole.'
I withdrew my mouth from her anus long enough to speak. 'I love it.' I breathed. 'I love kissing your ass.'
'Then don't stop.' she said - rocking back and forth now, pressing her ass against me, inviting me - almost forcing me - to press my lips close against her ring, delve my tongue as deep as it would go inside her.
'You're kissing my ass, Phil, you're kissing my ass, Phil, you're kissing my ass, Phil.' she whispered, over and over, as once again she came to orgasm. And once again allowed me, for a while, to keep tasting her in the afterglow.
'I'm exhausted, Phil.' she said at last. 'Don't you want to bring yourself off?'
I nodded behind her. 'Please.' I said. 'Please. Just ... just give me one of your knee-highs. And let me keep licking your ass.'
Obligingly she peeled off one of her stockings. And then, as one final time I plunged my tongue inside her asshole, I wrapped it around my hand, undid my flies, and masturbated myself to orgasm to the taste of Clarissa's sweet anus.
'Thank you.' I said. 'Thank you.'
She turned around, and drew herself up on the sofa.
'Wow.' she said. 'You like that. You really do.'
I nodded. 'That was the most amazing experience in my life.' I told her.
'You like,' she repeated, 'kissing my asshole.'
'Like it?' I said. 'I love it.'
Clarissa laughed. 'One more time,' she said, spreading wide her ass cheeks as she sat. And obediently I leaned forward, licking her anus.
'Wow.' she said. 'You really do like it.'
I nodded. 'I'd do anything. To kiss an ass as sexy as yours.'
Clarissa smiled. 'Excellent.' she said. 'I'll remember that.'
Then she laughed.
'And you, still in your work suit.'
I looked down.
She was right. Except for my shirt tails coming untucked and the cum-drenched stocking protruding from my fly, I was exactly as I was in the office. And once Clarissa had stood, and smoothed her skirt, so was she.
'I'm going to want to remember,' she giggled, 'that the guy in the desk across from me was licking my ass the night before. Wear that outfit tomorrow for me.'
I nodded. 'Anything you ask.' I told her, and then turned to go.
But she stopped me at the door - and as I paused, I turned, and saw there was a mischievous light in her green eyes. Deftly she insinuated her hand into my jacket pocket, and dropped her panties there.
'Then you might as well wear these, as well. Night night.'