Her Spell.

[LookingUp]

The Spell

Before I knew it I was in the middle of the spell that she conjured up just for me. Oh I know that it probably started out with a base core that she may use in a standard meeting but as she got to know me she started to weave the web that would soon hold me captive.
Now being submissive for as long as I can remember didn’t help my case of defense mind you. Not being new to any of this I’m surprised when I look back and realize the information I gave her to use against me.
I’m in a state of confusion … did I give that on purpose? Did my subconscious come up with it’s own plan to help her succeed?
I’m a firm believer that you come across the people in your life by design and I’m thinking that this is what happened here. There are some needs in her life that I am capable of filling and of course she is entered the area of my brain that controls my submissive drive and has taken up residence there. Does she really know how much? That’s the million dollar question.
Right now, my daughter is the only other in my life that is more important and will remain there but that is the left brain, right brain syndrome.
I do believe that I find myself here as a last attempt to try and feed my submissive feelings with someone again instead of going it alone. I want to actually feel the high heel sinking into my skin, I want to look up into the eyes of a woman that is enjoying the total opposite of what I’m going through. I want the smell and taste of it too. I’d like a connection to add stability to the one part of my life that is in disarray.
Being a manager of teams of people all over the States, I have to keep the authority figure right out front to get the job done and help them to get theirs done. I’m good at it and I’m fair but as soon as I get alone I need to create balance and cater to my sub side. Been doing this for as long as I can remember.
I did have a great relationship with a friend of mine for almost seventeen years that took us down side by side paths filled with enjoyment of trampling and smothering and got published along the way. Now here I am eleven years later and I’m looking to, well, go home if you will.
Having superficial meetings with women to feed this hunger has been sparse. Just one good connection over all those years but we live on opposite coasts; its great when we get together and we have a friendship too.
So here I was in another city and it’s been a while and I’ve started down that road of “If you don’t do something soon your going to explode.”
Making my way to the computer once again I scan the local ads and see one that I missed looking into.
The picture on the first page of her site doesn’t take my breath away but I can’t stop looking at it. As I looked further I find myself pausing more and more.
The first hook has sunk in.
Reading her words and learning more about her I realize that she has taken hold and I have no choice but to respond. Time passes and the reply comes day’s later.
“No response shows me your not worthy. You have one chance to show me that you are.”
My mind reels as I go for the spam folder to find her address there.
“Shit” I say out loud as I do the last act of being in charge.
Releasing the e-mail I read that she will grant me a half an hour to try and convince her that I’m worth her taking the time on me.
I write her and try to explain what happened but I realize that I need to let her know that beyond that, I have to give her the comfort that I will be there and follow the instructions that she left, giving me that last shot.
“Already she is gracious.”
The instructions are sent to me and I follow them with a drive I haven’t felt in a while and I’m a bit confused by it all but never the less I’m getting out of a cab at the address given and there before me she stands.
Now you men that are reading this can attest that there are different responses to first seeing a beautiful women. I was at the “She’s really quite adorable but why is my mouth dry?” stage.
A quick hug we find ourselves sitting in a coffee shop exchanging stories and laughing. At one point she let a tear escape as we made it to the sharing of our heart.
I can’t believe how comfortable I am and how she seemed to be. I didn’t want it to end. I wanted to just do whatever I could to make this vision in front of me happy. When I look back now I believe that she read it in my eyes too.
Now don’t get me wrong and think that I’m thinking “she’s the only one” or I’m going to put my life on hold or whatever else your coming up with, it may end next week but I know that from this day forward there will not be a time when she doesn’t cross my mind but I can’t lie and say that I haven’t thought about how it would be to always have this connection. as of now.
I know that she knows that she has a hook in me… Deeper in fact then anyone I’ve allowed. There’s the dominant side of a slave statement. There are things and places that I would go by her hand that no one has brought me and I still don’t know why. Part of this confusion is the draw. I want to believe that we have a friendship too and that I’m one she knows wouldn’t cross the line and she could trust even if she wanted to expand and try something new or stretch my comfort zone. I believe it is a respect, well, I know it is on my behalf.
The other part of my confusion is I get the feeling that I’m the first someone like me that she’s encountered and may be trying to figure it out too. I know that she has met men that talk the game and then talk love and marriage after meeting just once and then disappear but now she has someone that spends money on her and the company isn’t that bad. I get the feeling she’s trying to figure out how far she can take it.
I will not always be in the area and get to see her but I will fly back as much as I can. I also would fly her to where I am so she could travel and see the country and of course take her on vacation. Not so bad for enjoying our friendship and just letting me serve behind closed doors without her having to fear me holding anything over her head. I know how far I will go and I believe that she would enjoy it also but she has to figure that out for herself.
So now that we found each other … where is it going to go…

[LuvsHerHeels]

nice beginning to hopefully a long relationship for you.
keep us posted.

[LookingUp]

LuvsHerHeels:
This is the second time I have come across a relationship that could go further but as we both know it's up to her. I'm willing to wait and hope. I will of course let you all know what's happening.

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Well, looky looky what I found!

That was beautifully written, your friends are right Bubbles. You should have been a writer. You're graceful with your words and thoughts.

Sometimes, I think I can write - when I talk of stars on fire, in a black canopy of sea ... but they are words. Yours have feeling, with each syllable.

Thank you for always thinking of me, and sending me praise.

You are my first slave to collar!!!

I don't even know how I feel, or where I would begin with you.

You're a good slave, helpful, kind, courteous, funny, and I honestly do enjoy our company together. Our looking at the irish festival in the rain and wind during CHRISTMAS, haha, our dinners, shopping sprees, and photo shoots are always fun.

Plus I like having you at our play parties, because you make the other girls jealous =)

And that's always fun for me!!!

xo

Miss Panic

http://i648.photobucket.com/albums/uu210/JennyLettuce/us.jpg
http://i648.photobucket.com/albums/uu210/JennyLettuce/Me.jpg
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=) I'm in good company.

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

And, I just have to brag about this dress again.

I want the green one now! ahhh ... fashion is murder, to my soul.

Slave Brian bought me this dress for my shoot last week =) From Anthropologie (my first time going in there, to die for!!!)

It's a small, and the perfect fit, vintage, sleek, and silk!
(ahem, and my first silk dress!)

http://i648.photobucket.com/albums/uu210/JennyLettuce/JANE2.jpg
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me = so gracious
me = likes bragging about the boys that are good to me.

[MeNext]

Holy crap. Are you telling me that story is about You, Miss Panic and your slave Brian. :bananavic
Oh man, please say it is... please keep writing ... please keep using him. :whip:

[MeNext]

And those pictures of you in that dress.. hot. I guess you'll have to twist his .. well get him to buy you the green one. The rest of us are big talkers but please share. :)

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Yes, this is ME, in the flesh, typing my little fingers here to you.

That over yonder is my slave Brian.

As you see, "us" in the photos.

--

Big talkers eh? I've met you all ...

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Oh, and p.s Slave brian

you're gunna pay for it, for telling everyone I cried and was a sensitive sweetheart with a heart of gold ... ahhaha ...

I'm stern!

I'm cruel!

I'm a lion like woman!
raaaaaaaaaaaaawr

[MeNext]

I mean I didn't think that story was about you. Is that really what happened? Please tell me that it is and you guys ARE that real..

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Yah, we met at a Vietmenese Sandwich shop, and I was a little ways behind the building taking pictures of my high heel wrestling boots in the bright yellow leaves and I thought he caught me playing in the piles.

I noticed it was him when he got out of the cab, because he had roses for me.

We hit it off instantly, i found him to be geniune, and then things got deeper as I sipped on the most awesome dark cherry chocolate flavored viet. coffee.

And yes, one topic of our conversation hit a cord, and there were tears shed.
I felt stupid, suppose to be this dominant woman, and here I am crying over coffee.

But, it was how I felt, and it needed to be let out.

Just so happens, I was comfortable enough to do it in front of him.

[MeNext]

Oh, and p.s Slave brian

you're gunna pay for it, for telling everyone I cried and was a sensitive sweetheart with a heart of gold ... ahhaha ...

I'm stern!

I'm cruel!

I'm a lion like woman!
raaaaaaaaaaaaawr

But i ... it wasn't .... i mean it was just.... nobody... you ..
Damn it... :banghead:

[LookingUp]

But i ... it wasn't .... i mean it was just.... nobody... you ..
Damn it... :banghead:



i was just thinking exactly the same thing MeNext.

[hhhmmm]

LU:

Hoping you and Miss Panic the best of luck!

hhhmmm:)

[LookingUp]

Plus I like having you at our play parties, because you make the other girls jealous =)
And that's always fun for me!!!
xo
Miss Panic
=) I'm in good company.

Makes me wonder Mistress, what you have up your sleeve or should i say in your boot for that night.
Your kind words touch me deeply.

To all interested ... I'll add to this after my collaring on the 20th with Mistress Panics permission.

[hereforher]

OK... hhhmmm .. you seem to have a history with Looking up or at least know about his history. Let me see if I have this right. According to many on here including Stryder, VQ and others he was the one that brought this trampling fetish out into the open to be published around 1980 am I right?
If this is true... to see him still here now is amazing. I've seen pictures of him from the past and it's obvious that he was much younger. Now here he is, oh lets be conservitive and say in his 50's and still going at it not to mention with a beautiful woman as Miss panic is. Is he the icon that I think he is? I mean I know that others have taken it to a new level but it seems it was released with him. Doing my homework I really haven't found ANYONE that put it out there like he did.
Please let me know.. I want to believe it,

[hhhmmm]

hereforher:

I actually started reading about LU in 1985 or 86. But yes, that's a pretty acurate account.

hhhmmm

[hereforher]

Wow .. I'm amazed. I've seen old pictures of others but not for as long as I have with him, I mean he's still in new stuff too. That's 28 years.
I picked up a box of mags from an old antique place that had a bunch of porn in it and I found a mag called In Step from 1983 in it that had pictures and a story from him that just blew me away. I got hard reading it.
He gives me hope and Miss Panic is amazing. What a team.
Well thanks hhhmmm for taking the time to respond. I'm a believer.
If anyone has any more info please share.:beer:

[LuvsHerHeels]

I believe Mr LU had some pics and stories published in the 1980's with a lovely lady named Ms. SL? Maybe lived in the Northeast USA.
Great pics of facewalking in high heels I believe.

[LookingUp]

You guys are making my face red... Yeah ... i did decide to just let go late 1981 to see what would happen. I couldn't believe that I was the only one with these feelings. As time went on I did notice that others jumped on and i was thankful. i truly love it here and wanted others that felt the same that they weren't alone. I'm glad that you have come on board before you may have because i was open. I haven't had a fulfilling time as I have when I'm serving under the heels of a women

[LookingUp]

The first two pictures are from Mistress SL from the 80"s and the next two pictures are from my Mistress Panic that has claimed me..wait .. three pis for Miss panic.

[LookingUp]

BTW LuvsHerHeels ... you are correct.. She moved on and started a family. Funny... after all we did we never talk about it. Humm ... in ... out ... and in again for her. I'm thankfull for our time together and it was a good foundation for what I'd do in the years to come. Now here I find myself years later with a beautiful woman that is going to take ownership of me in the coming week. Feel like I've come to the end of my journey and ready to settle down ... who knows..

[hereforher]

Here's that third picture...

[LuvsHerHeels]

The first two pictures are from Mistress SL from the 80"s and the next two pictures are from my Mistress Panic that has claimed me..wait .. three pis for Miss panic.

Thanks for those Mistress SL pics.
I always found them to be amazing, especially during that time when it was so hard to find pics of these types.
Remember buying mags like "Trampled", "Underfoot" and the paper "In Step".
Luved reading the stories where they had some pics that seemed to match the storyline. That may be about the time I first remember seeing Arthur Rugman and some of his early full weight high heeled trample pics.

LU, best of luck to you and your relationship with Mistress Panic.

[LookingUp]

Ahhhhh another friend from the past huh?? Thanks LuvsHerHeels for the kind words and sticking around. When those pictures were published those stories were an account of what we were going through. I'd like to write what Miss Panic and i are going through too ..only if it's OK with her of course.
One of those pictures didn't post the whole thing so here it is .. and i wanted to post the one with her heels in my eye's again.

[hereforher]

Ahhhhh another friend from the past huh?? Thanks LuvsHerHeels for the kind words and sticking around. When those pictures were published those stories were an account of what we were going through. I'd like to write what Miss Panic and i are going through too ..only if it's OK with her of course.

Let me be the first to get on my knees and beg to Miss Panic to Please>> Please >> Please let Lookingup write about how you use him. I just love looking at your pictures and reading knowing that's happening.:worship:

[MeNext]

I'll second that herforher.. [getting on my knees] I'd like to see them redo those pictures from the past too but to see them interact AND have the story is priceless.

[LuvsHerHeels]

yep...hope MissPanic will agree to the pics and the story.
again, best of luck.

[Mistress1984]

OK, I've been sitting back here watching and reading too long and I have to say something.
Miss Panic .. girl you don't know how lucky you are. I've been doing this for, oh longer then I care to disclose and I have come across my share of losers. To the point of thinking I have to get out and I did for a while but you know as well as I do that although you may walk away from the scene you can’t walk away from your feelings. I still had the need to Dom over a slave. I would love to come across a slave like Looking up. I thought I had a few times but with in weeks the true colors came out and I knew he was in it just for him. I get the feeling that LU would do for you and put himself aside.
I think that he could be totally owned by you, which I too need to here about and see, and I think you
could also grow but still keep your friendship with him. Yes I read your site and it’s obvious.
I say use him .. Grow, experiment and share with the rest of us less fortunate so we can enjoy the ride too.
PLEASE.. I’ll be watching.
Am I wrong people??? ;):wink2:

[LuvsHerHeels]

Mistress1984,
Sounds like a good idea...hope Miss Panic agrees with you.
And I hope you find the right slave to serve you.
Take care and best of luck.
Keep us informed how you are going too.
thanks.

[Mistress1984]

LuvsHerHeels.. please do not take this personal. I would hope that you would be a good slave but Miss Panic is young and although she may think that she knows the in's and out's of a Mistress slave relationship we all are learning every day.... till the end. You on the other hand may have only served in some capacity if you have served at all. I’m willing to bet that if most of you, your slave friends included, were put to the complete Mistress slave relationship they’d fail. Well at least all the one’s that claimed to be failed with me. :think:
I want someone to worship me, not just get what he wants to get his rocks off.
Are you willing to give up your time and effort to make ME happy without recourse? I’m willing to bet that would be short lived.
I'm hoping Miss Panic is a real Dom and will take us all on a journey..
Sorry for the pressure Miss Panic .. Lol ...I'd do it myself but I'm not lucky enough to have a slave like Lookingup.
<<<<<<Please be real>>>>>

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Oh yes ... I AM REAL.

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

I will allow the stories to be told =)

LU - You may proceed with our awesomeness.

And, everyone can see our photos from Saturday's party, and of your new collar =)

[chicagofeet]

Photos? Where?

[LuvsHerHeels]

LuvsHerHeels.. please do not take this personal. I would hope that you would be a good slave but Miss Panic is young and although she may think that she knows the in's and out's of a Mistress slave relationship we all are learning every day.... till the end. You on the other hand may have only served in some capacity if you have served at all. I’m willing to bet that if most of you, your slave friends included, were put to the complete Mistress slave relationship they’d fail. Well at least all the one’s that claimed to be failed with me. :think:
I want someone to worship me, not just get what he wants to get his rocks off.
Are you willing to give up your time and effort to make ME happy without recourse? I’m willing to bet that would be short lived.
I'm hoping Miss Panic is a real Dom and will take us all on a journey..
Sorry for the pressure Miss Panic .. Lol ...I'd do it myself but I'm not lucky enough to have a slave like Lookingup.
<<<<<<Please be real>>>>>

Mistress1984, Thanks for the reply.
Agree that the total Mistress/slave relationship is rare indeed.
If you are talking about a "24/7" relationship, that is difficult unless both agree to be partners on a permanent basis. But I do think many of us here can be in a relationship where the Mistress's pleasure always comes first, where pleasing her is all that matters....the slaves pleasure comes from pleasing his Mistress. Yes, I do think that is possible.
And again, best of luck to you finding the person who makes YOU happy without recourse.

[Mistress1984]

Mistress1984, Thanks for the reply.
Agree that the total Mistress/slave relationship is rare indeed.
If you are talking about a "24/7" relationship, that is difficult unless both agree to be partners on a permanent basis. But I do think many of us here can be in a relationship where the Mistress's pleasure always comes first, where pleasing her is all that matters....the slaves pleasure comes from pleasing his Mistress. Yes, I do think that is possible.
And again, best of luck to you finding the person who makes YOU happy without recourse.

Well LuvsHerHeels I guess I've had the worst luck and I'm not even talking about a 24/7. All the slaves I have encountered go weird on me after a while and I start to see stars in their eyes and they want to seal the deal, start asking about marriage or get jealous of my time ... that's the big one. Miss Panic please jump in here if I'm right and have experienced this.
Anyway, I'm glad that you shared that with us LHH and I'll keep looking for someone like Lookingup or You? Ha. :mrt:
I'm also glad that your man enough to admit that this kind of relationship is rare. That alone tells me something about you.
I'm the kind of Mistress that wants a man not a pussy. I want him to care about me when we're not together and one that I could be comfortable enough to share some personal things with too. A friend I dare say but remember the relationship is still what it is. If that's what MP has then they can really go places.

[hereforher]

I know there are more so called slaves then Mistresses and I also have to admit that most probably are just as Mistress1984 described. I'd like to think I could do it but when I see the pictures of Miss Panic standing on Lookingup's face in boots or the one with her heels in his eyes or the seven Mistresses dancing on him, I have to wonder if I'm capable. Oh the want is there for sure and that's just to do those things but what about really serving her. I know there's so much more to it then I know.
The writings to me is what makes it special because I get a little background too and I can relate.
Thank you Miss Panic for allowing your slave to share what you two do. I look forward, as the others have said, to many stories of your time together.
PS ... (shameless request inserted here.) Do you have more cock and ball trampling to share?

[LuvsHerHeels]

Well LuvsHerHeels I guess I've had the worst luck and I'm not even talking about a 24/7. All the slaves I have encountered go weird on me after a while and I start to see stars in their eyes and they want to seal the deal, start asking about marriage or get jealous of my time ... that's the big one. Miss Panic please jump in here if I'm right and have experienced this.
Anyway, I'm glad that you shared that with us LHH and I'll keep looking for someone like Lookingup or You? Ha. :mrt:
I'm also glad that your man enough to admit that this kind of relationship is rare. That alone tells me something about you.
I'm the kind of Mistress that wants a man not a pussy. I want him to care about me when we're not together and one that I could be comfortable enough to share some personal things with too. A friend I dare say but remember the relationship is still what it is. If that's what MP has then they can really go places.
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"get jealous of my time"....ah yes, i understand that. but it is so hard for a slave to think he has to share his Mistress. he wants to please her and he does not want anyone else to please her. selfish, maybe...but in his little mind he thinks he can serve and please her better than anyone else.
Take care and best of luck.

[MeNext]

Miss Panic,
Thank you for allowing your, lucky to be serving you, slave to continue the story. I really love how you two show the real relationship that you have. Well it seems like it anyway. Makes me think that it could happen even though I'm not as brave as Lookingup. :help:
Have I seen others on here? Yup, but I can't put my finger on why you two look so good together, well you look great Miss Panic he's OK Lol. Sorry LU.
I think it's a combination of the pictures, stories and what you guys do. It might have something to do with knowing LU from on here for so long too.
Mistress1984, I guess I can relate to what your going through from the opposite side. I find a Mistress and they usually don't care for me any further then my money. I'm not saying that I want her to be my best buddy but at least treat me well enough to make me want to come back. Rolling your eyes, snapping your gum, wearing the pasty I want to be anywhere but here look is not going to do it.
I guess when we see two that actually enjoy each others company beyond the Mistress slave relationship but also enjoy that part too, well, we want to be a part of it. So write on Lookingup and Mistress on Miss Panic. I'm one that will be waiting and living my submissive dreams through you. :bugeyes:
And this is one of my favorite pictures of you two.

[Mistress1984]

I guess when we see two that actually enjoy each others company beyond the Mistress slave relationship but also enjoy that part too, well, we want to be a part of it. So write on Lookingup and Mistress on Miss Panic. I'm one that will be waiting and living my submissive dreams through you. :bugeyes:
And this is one of my favorite pictures of you two.

Well me next .. I think you hit the nail on the head. I thought about what you wrote and that seems to ring true with me too.
That picture is adorable and Miss Panic in your every day clothes, (love the heels with jeans), doing your Mistress thing. I'd love to see you doing things in public to LU that we know whats going on but know one else does. Foot in his lap, spitting on your fingers and wiping them across his lips in a restaurant .. you know. :rofl:

[LookingUp]

I'm honored that you all are enjoying this but please slow down... I don't know if I can survive all this. lol

[subinchico]

Within last week I got extremely chastised for liking eye torture and I thank you for sharing a bit of your life!!
I love eye torture too, heels, fingers, etc. and the filthier the better!
bb
Ahhhhh another friend from the past huh?? Thanks LuvsHerHeels for the kind words and sticking around. When those pictures were published those stories were an account of what we were going through. I'd like to write what Miss Panic and i are going through too ..only if it's OK with her of course.
One of those pictures didn't post the whole thing so here it is .. and i wanted to post the one with her heels in my eye's again.

[hereforher]

This is from Miss Panics page.


Here it is, waiting to be around his neck, waiting to be close to his heart.
We picked out everything, together.
A shoe for his love for his Mistress’s tramples
His Mistress’s name, soon he will be TAKEN, and off the market for any other ladies. But if you’d like to try, you have about 35 hours to try to swindle him. HAHA. Go ahead, let him tell you how he only has eyes for me.
I’m the one who makes him go GAGA!
And, to top off his collar, his Mistress’s birth stone. November’s Topaz, and Yes, I’m a Scorpio, couldn’t you tell?
Now, a lot of you are emailing me, asking me ” What does this mean? To be collared? ”
And my answer is going to be this;
When I met slave brian, I judged him like all of the rest. I felt him out, I tested his limits a little bit at a time.
Now, I can do whatever I want. He’s dealt with me on my bad days as well as my good days.
I’m choosing to collar him, because on those bad days, he managed to make me smile. And it takes a lot when I’m in the dumps.
For him being collared means if I EVER find him with another woman who domme’s him, or foot he touches – I will punish him like he’s never been punished before. Not physically, but emotionally, I will tear out his heart, and trample on it, while I giggled and dance to the violin on top of his face.
He has more responsibility to me as my slave, and he has NO EXCUSES for mistakes now. My first 3 months of his collarings will be under the microscope. I’m interested in mentally testing him, as well as physically, and emotionally.

[LookingUp]

I know you were waiting for the update tonight but I had a little mishap. Fish doesn't like me much and after a few veggies and dip I started not to feel well at all. Shrimp in the dip. I thought it looked like pieces of carrots. Wrong. So we/I didn't make it through the the night. I did get to spend the day with Miss Panic and did some shopping, always like spending that time with her.
Anyway I'll let you know when we reschedule when she gets back from her trip.
Sorry again

[Sisyphos]

all I can say - Miss Panic definitely looks awesome, and I get a strong feeling that she is an awesome woman in fact!

[LookingUp]

You are correct...

[LookingUp]

I’m back in my room now wondering what the hell just happened. We talked, enjoyed each other stories not to mention what we were experiencing before us and she was comfortable enough to let me walk her part way home. Let’s not even talk about the age difference. I find I’m one of those men I’ve read about .. Am I trying to recover my youth. Gosh I hope not. I really enjoyed my youth. I’m not recovering anything we just really got along. If you enjoy the company .. age, race, nationality, sexual beliefs doesn’t matter.
OK … flashback to the cab ride. For those who know me.. I’ll strike up a conversation with anyone and the cab driver was no exception. Sharing stories along the trip we pull up in front of the address given. Taking my money he leans back and says “Check out the blue haired honey on the right.
Well he was about two minutes behind because I had already locked in on the vision that was kicking at leaves as we pulled up. Taking my change the back of my head was repeating, Please let that be her, please let that be her over and over.
Getting out she walked forward and asked if I was Brian.. Heart stepping up a few beats my dry mouth responded “yes.”
She leaned forward, wrapped her arms around me and greeted me. I could have gone home right then and been so happy with the evening. I was also imagining what the cab driver was thinking witnessing this after what he said moment earlier.
Flash forward. I’m back in my room and my mind is trying it’s damnedest to make sense of what just happened and the fact that she agreed to see me.
For a submissive that is the first hurtle and I landed with both feet planted. Kind of like what a child feels when their told that “We’re going to Disney World.”
The thing I can’t explain is why I felt so comfortable with her right from the start. I’m not even going to try and analyze it. I’d need therapy,
Our first night we went to dinner and took pictures of our first night together. I’m in a dream state as I find myself on the floor face up, looking up to her face leaning over mine as her spit connects her lips to mine; all the while she is standing on my chest in a pair of heels that I bought for her hours earlier.
Next I look up to her jeans stretching over her ass as her knees are planted on my chest. The shirt gives little resistance to her body as the heels sink into my stomach. She leans over once again and tells me to open my mouth. Her lips move as she works the spit she called for,. It drips out of her mouth and lays across my tongue.
Does she really know how important this is? Does she really know the effect? Why would I let her do that?
It doesn’t really matter how many times you’ve been through that even if it’s in your mind.. It’s always the first time.
As the night goes on I find that she is more then willing to stand on my face, dick, food and anything else. She stood on chest right over my heart for twelve minutes but that’s another story.
At dinner that night we find ourselves laughing and I love that we are already at this point.
I sit and look at the same pictures as you do. We're in a restaurant enjoying the company, glasses held up. smiles and heads together as the bartender takes our picture, and in the back of my head this vision before me was walking all over me, making me swallow her spit and had no problem with sticking her high heels in my eyes. Am I dreaming??

[hereforher]

Miss Panic: hope he didn't screw up your plans too much but I'm sure you'll make it count. I'm sorry that your plans got ruined.
LU
I love this story.. almost as if you wrote it for me.
Sorry to hear that you got sick and didn't get collared .. bet your going to catch hell for that. Wrong time to get sick. Ha.
Keep us informed on if and when that's happening.
Is this really an account of your time with Miss Panic?

[MeNext]

Miss Panic >> You didn't get to collar him??? Oh boy. :crying2: Sorry you got sick LU. At the risk of sounding selfish Aahhhh. How long do we have to wait? This is like waiting for your birthday. Sorry but Looking Up getting collared for real is like all us male subs taking a new step too. :whip:

Keep the story coming..

[hereforher]

Miss Panic .... if you permit. I had found this story years ago and with you suddenly talking about collaring lookingUp, who I concider a friend only because of my enjoying him sharing his life with us all these years, I wanted to share something for a change. This story had brought me through so much in my submissive life and to finally have the opportunity to see it come to fuishion is just another chapter in my life. I would pay to see that. :worship:

The Collaring.

Being a submissive for as long as I can remember, I heard this term used in passing as I attended a S&M gathering about twelve years ago with just part of a conversation that, is as much as it was between two woman, spiked my inner being.
The jest that I got from the conversation is a man was willingly going to be owned by a woman. Thinking past my pounding heart, I couldn’t help but have that burned I to my sub brain.
We all know that fantasies occupy a good portion of the psyche. There’s this, “what I’m going to let the world see” and “here’s the “other” part of me” that makes up who we are. My close friends don’t even have a clue that I’m a submissive.
So with that imbedded in my mine I move on. Years pass and I have not heard that term till just recently. All the red flags go up and I realize I have no control over parts of my body.

The Story

He did his best to please her although he had been there many times in his brain; to be doing what he masturbated to all this time to a young woman that demanded it was a dream come true. The door has been opened.
His efforts have been rewarded because she made the claim publicly that she was going to collar him and did so without even talking to him about it. She was laying claim and it didn’t matter what he thought. She knew.
Symbols needed to be picked out that he had to bare every day for the rest of his life. Once chosen they were hung around his neck like a tether attached to her. He would have a life of his own but when she called, it was hers’.
The day of the collaring he picked her up handing her flowers. She smiles and sweetly thanks her slave.
“I’ve something for you too.” as she lean’s forward as if she’s going to kiss him but instead let’s a column of spit fall from her lips to his. …. He thanks her.
“Slave” she say’s. “Tonight you will belong to me. You will allow me to own you.”
He bows his and kisses her shoes as his heart bounds in his head.
They stop where she has a friend or two that know about this man. The one that gives himself to her. He kneels where he is told as flashes from a camera record the moment. She sets a chair in front of him, sits and rests an ankle on each shoulder.
The smell of the leather and her feet are intoxicating. She made sure to wear those socks for days, in her shoes and her hot sweaty boots.
She goes over what his roll is. “You will worship me and ONLY me as I tell you to. Plant your nose in the sole of my boot and agree.” Of course he complies.
“As of now you will do what you can to make me happy. You’ll do everything we have done together since we have met. You will also be there for me if I want to experiment. I will not cross your boundaries but I will test them and you will give every effort to comply.”
He shakes his head yes and she continues.
“You will now worship what I tell you to.” Raising her boot to his mouth she orders him to flatten his tongue and lick the sole as she drags it along. Happy that he cleaned them well she has him remove her boot and take her smelly sock off. Wet with sweat she then has him rub it all over is face before putting her feet on his face. She probes his eye’s with her toes just before she pushes them past his lips and into his mouth as far as they would go. The sucking and licking go on before she pulls them from him and takes her sweaty socks and pushes them into his mouth, dirty side onto his tongue. Leaning back it looks as if she might sit on his face but she hovers over it for a short time before she stands.
She raises a foot and places it against his forehead before straightening her leg sending his sprawling onto his back. He focuses in time to see her high heel rest onto the middle of his chest and then be joined by the other. Looking up her legs their eyes meet.
“Do you like where you are slave? Do you long to be there again and again? “
The sock is soaked now and the acrid fluid is running down the back of his throat. His eye’s say it all. They are begging yes.
“You realize that even if you don’t hear from me in months I can summon you to come serve me or bring me to you? Again he shakes his head in the affirmative.
“You will suffer for me? You will be my slave, submissive friend and kink partner?
He can’t shake his head soon enough.
“I can trample, stomp, smother, pee, on you and in your mouth, spit on you, pre chew your food, make you lick my shoes, feet, legs, armpits and any other part of my body? I can trample your food before you eat it and photograph it all if I wish. I can use you to make money for me. Sell pictures of me doming you?
The slave looks to her eye’s and agrees before lowering his head.
Well then, let it be known that he now belongs to me and is never to be with another woman.
With that she bends and places the collar around his neck. She reclines back and rests both high heels on his face as she receives congratulations from all in attendance.
And so it begins.

[Mistress1984]

Wow. I can see hereforher how that would stick in your head after all these years. I hope we see pictures to go along with that now. Hee hee.
I found this as I looked up collaring under Kink terms. Not a game. Serious stuff.

COLLAR: An item worn around the neck, sometimes equipped with a locking device to prevent its removal, and often worn as a symbol of submission. Also, verb To put a collar on, often as part of a ceremony indicating a committed relationship between a dominant and a submissive. See also corset collar, drop collar, posture collar, training collar; see related collaring ceremony. Commentary: Some people outside the BDSM community associate collars with animals or pets, and erroneously believe that a collar is a sign of humiliation or is used to dehumanize a submissive; however, the symbolic value of a collar within the BDSM community is completely different.

COLLARED: The condition of having engaged in a committed, long-term relationship to a dominant, often by means of a collaring ceremony of some kind.

COLLARING CEREMONY: A formal ceremony celebrating or symbolizing a commitment between a dominant and a submissive, typically during which a collar is placed around the submissive’s neck. Commentary: There is no single type of collaring ceremony, and not all people in committed relationships in the BDSM community practice collaring ceremonies. A collaring ceremony in the BDSM community has many of the same kinds of social significance as something like a marriage or a wedding; often, the process of collaring is used to indicate a committed long-term relationship, particularly in TPE relationships. A submissive who has participated in such a ceremony is often said to be “collared to” his or her dominant. A collar in this context has symbolic value not unlike that of, say, a wedding ring. Collaring ceremonies may be public or private, and may include whatever elements the people involved find appropriate. Collaring ceremonies may or may not imply a monogamous relationship; one dominant may have more than one collared submissive, but it is extremely uncommon for one submissive to be collared to more than one dominant. A collaring ceremony is sometimes used to mark the formal beginning of a TPE relationship.

Makes me remember a picture either Miss Panic or Lookingup posted. Love the belt around his neck as she uses him.

[MeNext]

Thanks you guy's. Now I REALLY can't wait.
Great story hereforher and I have to agree about paying to see that> I wish they'd make a mini movie for us. Lol.
I agree with you too Mistress1984 > I'll wait with you to see those pictures.
And that picture of Miss Panic standing on LU is awesome. I'm so glad that you posted it. I don't know how I missed it.
I'd like to offer myself to you as LU is with Miss Panic but I really don't know if I'd be able to follow thru. Makes me sad that I haven't been able to put myself in a position todo that for real. I'm such an :asshole:

[madman1_rug]

.

Makes me remember a picture either Miss Panic or Lookingup posted. Love the belt around his neck as she uses him.[/QUOTE]


That is a very COOL pic of Miss Panic standing on his back with a drink in her hand.:rasta:

[LookingUp]

Thanks everyone. More to think about I guess. Thank you Mistress1984. That is a great shot, of course but I love it for an entirely different reason.
Again I'm sorry for getting sick ... you have no idea how sorry and I wait for Miss Panic to forgive me.
Madman... here's more to share along that same night.

[hereforher]

Oh man lookingup, those are great and thanks for sharing. Any word from Miss Panic on your collaring? It's killing me. More story please...

[Mistress1984]

Boy it's a good thing your Miss Panics slave because you would have to answer to me for upstaging the picture I put up with those others. I must say thank you though. :) More would be nice and I want to know about your collaring too. If she waits any longer she may turn around and find him gone.. Oh my.. :banghead:

[LookingUp]

Hmm... I didn't see that coming.
As i'm sure Miss Panic would want me to apologize to be respectful to a fellow Mistress, I do apologize it I made you feel that way. That was not my intention. Miss Panic will deal with me as she feel's appropriate for my transgression. I'm glad that you enjoyed the pictures though.

[LookingUp]

I find myself thinking of her when I get up in the morning. I'm cooking breakfast. and I find myself thinking about her.
"OK, now get a hold of yourself ... what's that all about." I say to myself.
I think that your mind categorizes what you like about people and don't like about them
all your life and when you meet someone, your mind, in about three minutes, will catch thousands of them. That's how you can have that instant like or dislike for someone.
Well, it was obvious that she filled the "like" category quit a bit, even I didn't know the categories she was filling even existed. That's the part that's foreign to me. I've never quite been here or felt this before.
"Damn .. why did she have to be so young... that always winds up to be a problem somewhere."
We met again and we picked up right where we left off. She walked up where I was told to meet her and I could see that something was wrong, She didn’t have that smile I was used to seeing. As we talked I learned about what happened and I just wanted to hold her. Even Mistresses need a hug now and then.
We talked about it and I gave my “Fatherly” advice. I’d rather say “Been there felt that” advice.
We shopped, we shared and we went to the apartment to shoot a video on what she does to my stuff when I’m at work, that we talked about. I had a “hard” time concentrating. She was amazing. I know she’s sinking her heels deeper into me but I just can’t stop her. I watch as she opens my refrigerator and pulls out the gallon of milk. Unscrewing the top she brings it to within five inches from her mouth. Her lips move almost like she’s kissing and then she releases a thick sparkling stream of her spit into the milk. A drop clings to her lips as they open again and deposit a second stream, a little thicker then the last. She pulls her head back and I see her mouth open and her spit connecting her to the milk. Blowing the rest of the spit in and on the container, she replaces the cap and shakes it making sure it’s mixed well.
Closing the frig she goes to my bread and pulls a few slices out and drops them to the floor. I then watch as she tramples them and makes faces on them with her heels before picking them up and mixing them in with the other slices before closing the bag.
Next she heads to the bedroom and removes her shoes and tramples my pillows and clothes, making sure she wipes her sweat into them. One shirt got the treatment of blowing her nose on it before she returned it to the hanger.
Heading for the bathroom she closes the door. I didn’t know what she did in there till later when I went to wipe my face dry and my toothbrush wasn’t where I’d left it. More on that another time.
We finished up and hungry we headed off to what has become our place to eat. We talked, laughed and shared even more. Ed is our regular bartender and as he stops to take our picture, one of the ones she has shared. She left that night with a smile and I was so thankful that I was able to help and make the end of the night better then the beginning. One so beautiful shouldn’t wear a frown ... of course only if “she” wants to.

[Mistress1984]

OK, lookingup >> your forgiven. I mean if someone can make me wet just by writing what you did, needs forgiving. I love the description of your Mistress spitting into your milk. I had it all pictured in my head but then to get to the end and find a picture of her doing just that >> priceless. And it really was sparkling. lol
I have to agree with hereforher and MeNext even though it's against my grain. I too can't wait much longer for you to take ownership of your slave. I need to see him bowing before you carrying out some symbolic order you've given him before you take him forever. I need to see that collar around his neck preferably with your toes buried in his mouth.. :worship::whip:

[MeNext]

Thank you for agreeing with us Mistress1984. I guess this is where Miss Panic makes all her slaves wait. I will be stopping in here every day to see if she is kind enough to share the collaring and life with her slave.:cry:
BTW LookingUp .. great story.

[hereforher]

LookingUp: you say this is an account of what you and Mistress Panic went, are going through so I'm alway's ready for the next installment.
Thank you Miss Panic for allowing him to do this and thank you for taking pictures to share too. I have to admit that sometimes it takes someone else to point out beauty before I see it. Well, LU did that for me. I visit your site and learn more about the woman behind the pictures and as LU say's you get more beautiful.
Why can't there be more women as open and excepting. I know they would enjoy what they would recieve in return. Judging by the pictures you two also have a friendship, so you said too and he doesn't look like a woose. Looks like he would stand up to anyone to protect you, take care of you and worship you. I can see why now.
He made a statement in this last part.. ""Damn .. why did she have to be so young?" I really hope and pray that it doesn't become a problem and we'll be graced with stories and pictures for years to come. I for one would love to be a friend here and see you grow, this relationship grow. :beer: Cheers to the both of you.

[LookingUp]

Everyone reading.. Please send prayers to Miss Panic and her family as they are in Chile and have not been heard from yet..

[hhhmmm]

LU:

I hope that she hears from her family, and that everything is OK.

hhhmmm

[MeNext]

OMG .. Miss Panic, my heart and prayers go out to you and your family. I will pray every day till you let us know your family is OK. Please try to keep positive. So sorry you are going through this.
Your friend..

[Mistress1984]

Miss Panic, Please accept my prayers for you and your family at this time. I hope you hear from them soon to put you at rest. All of us here will wait to hear from you. Till then .. Love and prayers.

[hereforher]

I'm so sorry your going through this. I pray that your family is safe and you'll hear about them soon.

[LookingUp]

Miss Panic just got word that her family is OK.. Thank you so much for your prayers. Please keep them going for all the others there.

[BoundToBe]

That's good news.. glad to hear some good news coming out of Chile.
I will continue to pray for your family Miss Panic.
Thank you Looking Up for keeping those of us that care informed.

[Mistress1984]

Great news .. I'm so happy for you . I'm glad that your family and Dad are safe, bet your a Daddy's girl... lol
Anyway hope to see you up and running (on your slave) soon.
Thanks LookingUp for keeping us posted..

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Here I am in bed, at 3pm ... I'm letting the phone ring, clients are calling to bother me.

I'm exhausted ...from crying, but I did receive word from my cousin in Brazil who spoke to her dad in Chile right after the earthquake, her dad says he saw my dad and the rest of my family and no harm was done, other than to their houses. They are living in chaos. And I'm still deeply saddened I'm not there with them, helping ....

Thank you for all the prayer requests. It means so much.

[MeNext]

Oh Miss Panic, Wish there was more we could do. Glad your family is safe. Homes can be rebuilt. I know it has to be hard not being there but I'm sure your Dad is on top of it. :) We're glad your here safe and will continue to hold you in our prayers. :bananawav

[BoundToBe]

Good to hear from you Miss Panic. Good news about your family. I know it's hard to keep positive when things like this happen but it is a must if we want to be of any help to those that really need it. Keep your chin up and keep up the good work >> :theband:

[MeNext]

So, I'm reading all the Miss Panic news and I'm wondering if we will be treated to her using her slave soon. I know that this seems selfish but >> well I guess it is. I've been waiting for her slave to be collared for weeks now and I'm going nuts.

[LookingUp]

So, I'm reading all the Miss Panic news and I'm wondering if we will be treated to her using her slave soon. I know that this seems selfish but >> well I guess it is. I've been waiting for her slave to be collared for weeks now and I'm going nuts.

Take what your feeling and multiply that by 10. That's where I am. I want to be in her company, I want to suffer under her, I want to except what she gives me from her body and I want to be her property .... I don't understand.

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

So, I just love that the focus is on me.

Slave brian, knows exactly why he's waiting.

I am a busy woman. I have a lot of things to do.

He's not in Chicago, he's in Peoria, it's a bit of a drive away.

Our schedules conflict.

He's working, and I'm working. I don't stop meeting new people just because he's about to be collared. He knows DAMN better than to say he doesn't know why he's waiting.

I JUST got back from my trip to Florida, and then this devastation with my family in Chile, then I was sick until today when I did normal things.

He's just mad because I played a trick on his this morning, which I think he enjoyed more than he's letting on.

A 7am, I texted him and said, I want to get a hair cut today, but I didn't want to pay for him, instead I was PICKING him to pay for it.

I told him the salon opened up at 10 am, and I would call and get an appointment, get whatever I wanted done, then would call him, and hand the phone over to the cashier so he could give her his credit card number and wa la, I'd be on my way to begin my day.

But when I never called to ask for his credit card number, he got worried and hours later texts and says " I'm worried ... I haven't heard from you. Are you ok?" and I said

"I was just testing you."



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How easy slave brian forgets I said I was going to emotionally, physically, and mentally challenge him while he is on probation for the first 3 months of his collaring.

He's not collared yet - but he knows HE'S MINE.

[hereforher]

OK Miss Panic
I'm guessing your testing more then him.
I have to say that I got a hard on reading this . So sorry but I can't lie.
I hate that you two have this time between you. I want to see you using him.
I do love the mindfuck though. You got me too.
He is a strong man/slave. I don't know if I could take what your putting him though.
I have to ask>>>> did he pass that test??

[LookingUp]

Weeks had passed and sadly our schedules didn't match but tonight we are going shopping.
We walk down the street and laugh as we share what we have been through in life and where we are right now.
As we walk I look at her and just take it in. I'm watching how she walks, how she moves her hands, when she looks up to make eye contact and what she's saying at that time. I realize that I'm trying to absorb as much as I can from this young woman before me.
I find myself in Sears looking for new socks for her. Now mind you if you were to ask any of my friends if this is what I would be doing on a Friday night.. not a one would come up with that.
I hear the door close and turn to see that she really is here and it’s not a dream. I know that since I’ve met her I wanted her to know that I was OK and trustworthy. She must have read that.
I know that I would rather die then hurt her but what did I do to let her know that?
We continue to laugh and the next thing she is sitting on the floor removing her old socks and tossing them at me. I have to confess that I did take a deep breath through those socks and did sneak a lick here and there. I know that if she reads this that I’m going to pay ... but does she know I think it’s worth it?
Later that night again I find myself sitting with her at dinner enjoying just being with her but really the back of my mind is packing.. Packing you say?? What do you mean by that?
Well, I’m not really sure myself. I know that I will not loose who I am... but I’m willing to see if I can be who she wants me to be. If she will allow me to move in I’m ready.
What I mean by that it ... well, again I’m not sure because I’m in uncharted waters for me.
I’m afraid to let her know what I would do for her because I really don’t know where I’d stop. I find myself thinking of her taking me to places I’ve only read about and never thought I’d visit. She’s already done things to me that I’ve only thought about. I’m having thought’s about how much I would suffer under her and it’s a little scary for me.
How did I get here, when did it become real and not a fantasy, am I going to stay?
If it’s serving her.. oh yeah .. I want to stay and I want it to be very real.

[Mistress1984]

Yes >>> I would like to know if he passed his test??
And LU. I have had those same thoughts myself.

[MeNext]

Are you f%#@ing kidding me? Do you know how much I'd love to be in that situation? Yet I am weak. Other things in life get in the way. Lookingup is my hero.. hang in there man. I'm here with you. Boy don't I wish. I'm living my sub life through you two.. Thanks soooooooo much.
Miss Panic >>> go ahead >> your thinking of it >>> do it. >> for you.

[LookingUp]

It does not matter what you need to fill this space. It's up to Miss Panic.
i will wait for her to do what she feels she needs to do. i will wait for her to decide what to do with me. She is what is important to me.
i will go to my death waiting if i have to. She is right ..i am hers.

[Mistress1984]

It does not matter what you need to fill this space. It's up to Miss Panic.
i will wait for her to do what she feels she needs to do. i will wait for her to decide what to do with me. She is what is important to me.
i will go to my death waiting if i have to. She is right ..i am hers.

Are you fucking kidding me???? :banghead:

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

http://i648.photobucket.com/albums/uu210/JennyLettuce/Snapshot_20100302_10.jpg

Does this face look like I'm fucking kidding?

I'm testing him to his limit. I plan on testing him like it's no body's business.

Your heart is delicately placed in my hands, until I see fit to squeeze it, make it bleed a little, then nuture it back to a beating object.

By the way, slave, I ran out of black eyeliner today. So I'll need for you to pick some up.
I like Almay, intense i color - it's a contour crayon.

Make sure you look because if you bring me the wrong one, I get to draw a penis on your face for the day =)

Bring me a green one too if you see one. You can pick one up at CVS or Walgreens. Make this your project today when you get off work, so you;ll be prepared.

I hope you're keeping up with the boards, slave, because this is part of your test.

[LuvsHerHeels]

I think LU is up to the challenge of being owned mind , body and soul by Miss Panic.

[hereforher]

Oh man LuvsHerHeels ... I hope your right. I know he's much more up to it then I would be that's for sure. Seems you know more about him then I do so I'll go with it. :D
Miss Panic .... I have to thank you again for letting us come along on this trip and sharing this. I think your beautiful not only in looks but your mind and Mistress spirit. I can't wait to see the next picture of you Dominating him. So I'll wait and I'll check in here every day .. damn three, four times a day. I get so excited when I see that you have replied.
Thanks again.
Good luck LookingUp.

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

You're quite welcome!

It's fun to share my naughty adventures with you guys.

Here's another one that happened today, that I actually had to video myself right after because I was sooooooo fucking high and horny off what I had just done to this hottie on the train.

______

So -

Today I had a session, OTK spankings for slave umm, let's call him Seattle. It is his birthday next week and he was in town for a day and he chose ME to spank him with my bare hands, and he bought me these sweet fingers motorcycle stud gloves. More sting!

Anyways, so I'm on the train, and at the same stop a little man cutie steps on. He's got log sandy blonde hair, and snow flake eskimo hat on, and dressed in my style of guy: skater like. He has his head phones on totally jamming to some music.
So out of my curiousity, I slid over to his seat and motioned to him "what are you listening to" which started our fluid conversations on bands, movies,
and then he asked "what stop are you getting off at" I motioned as I got up, "this one" he said "where to" I said "work ... and smiled. I'm a dominatrix."

His eyes spilled over, absorbing every moment he had just had with me, and then I stepped off the train, and watched him glide away.

That was so much fun, to announce on the train cart, in my jeans and tee shirt, and book bag - what I truly do for a living.

It was so thrilling, I made a video right after it happened, because I happen to have my FLIP in my book bag!

[Mistress1984]

You know that comment was toward your slaves post right? :evillaugh
Oh I know your not kidding and I must say, sexy picture especially with your description and I love you giving him orders on here too. Do be a dear though and let us know if he's failing or passing. I'm sure that even if he passes that you have something wicked planned. Lol. Honestly he already has surprised me. I want to be a fly on the wall when you two get together again.
I'll throw in a thanks here too and, damn it, I can't believe I'm agreeing with these guys on here again.
Make him hurt a little. :whip:

[BoundToBe]

OK Mistress1984 then I'll agree with you. Is that wall big enough for all of us?
I'd like to start a photographers fund. If everyone that is reading this chipped in a dollar every time they checked in we could hire a photographer to follow them around and snap away. My way of saying we need more pictures. Sorry.
:worship:

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

I haven't gotten my eye liner yet.

So, no, he hasn't passed.

And wait until he sees what I have in store for him tomorrow while we shop.

This is going to be so much fun !!!

MY camera broke today but maybe I'll video it =) hahah

[LookingUp]

Mistress.. i received your orders and did the shopping. i'm hoping i got it right. i don't know what i'll do if i can't live up to your expectations. i don't know what you have planned and i'm just a little nervous after reading your last few entries. i really want you to be proud of me and leave on your trip happy. Oh and i'll have my camera should you want to use it.
Thanks everyone for the vote of confidence ... no pressure.
slave to Miss Panic

[Mistress1984]

Oh Goody.... your getting together Friday... :carrotdan:theband:
And LU says. :help::whip:

[MeNext]

Oh yeah >> Happy Friday. I'll be checking in for sure.
Oh and I love your new avatar and message LookingUp. Your one lucky dude. Miss Panic >> love your picture too. Have you thought about branding LU? I'm thinking a circle with an MP inside of it about the size of a dime >>> right over his heart. :eyebrows::lildog:

[hereforher]

Buddy I have to say that there's a part of me that hopes your wrong just to see but the other part is cheering you on. Can't wait to see what happens today and MeNext >> what an evil idea about the branding. I don't think I've seen anyone do that >>> I love it and would like to see that. What do you think Miss Panic? Could you do it?
:think::bugeyes:

I love your new anatar too.

[LookingUp]

Well ... i guess you have to wait for her to come back from her trip on Wednesday. What i can tell you is that i have seen her in just about any mood that a woman can have and even though she is not feeling herself there is something that it is amazing to witness.

[LookingUp]

There is a dynamic about this woman that you need to witness and absorb before you can move on.
What / why would she want to do that.
Right at this moment i'm ready to serve her.
I just got back from my visit with Miss Panic and I would like to tell you what happened but I can't speak for her so I'm not sure how accurate I'd be. Did she test me? Um .. I have to say that I don't know the man standing in my shoes.. I've been to places that I have fantasized and read about but never visited and I really am surprised that I didn’t hesitate. I can only hope that I lived up to what she expected.

[BoundToBe]

She did a number on you huh?
I know that she's gone till Wed and you can't say anything but it's good to hear that it did happen and you didn't get sick again. Come on Wednesday. :bananajum

[Mistress1984]

She did a number on you huh?

I'm willing to bet so. I also believe that she said something about collaring him when she gets home. Look like it's gonna be a busy couple of weeks for LU. :whip:

[MeNext]

She did Mistress1984? Good news. I've been waiting for that. I've been thinking why I like these two and I think it's because of the familiarity of LU like a friend and the down to earth quality of Miss Panic. Girl next door meets fantasy. I really believe everything they say they do. I love the story; which I believe is true and I love the "we like to just hang together" feeling but what's hot for me too is the control she has over him with the age difference.
I'm with you Bound to Be >> come on Wed. :eyebrows:

[hereforher]

I have to say that I'm on board with what you guy's are saying. I too believe what's going on here .. not that I don't believe the others here. I guess it's because I get the feeling that this could happen to me or it's going on next door.
LU has always been in my head, what I mean is, he was the dude that spoke what I was feeling way back in 1980. Like an old friend we kinda grew up in this together and I've heard Stryder say that too.
Now Miss Panic is the neighbor next door that will bring you cookies she baked because she knew you weren't feeling well but behind closed doors will coo as her feet are being licked while she crushes your chest by standing on it.
All in all ..... I have enjoyed the ride and thank them for letting me hitchhike.
:worship:
Dude >>>> where's the next chapter?????

[LookingUp]

We or should i say she, has developed a routine for us. i pick her up and we head out to shop but today is different. She has errands to run and i’m the chauffer. As we do returns and domestic chores i find myself enjoying this time with her. Not that i thought that i wouldn’t but the conversation was real and i found myself sharing things that surprised even me. She was drawing me in even more and i hadn’t a clue that she was learning about me. i’m thinking even if i did catch on that i would have given her anything she wanted to know even if i knew she would use it against me later.
We stopped at a store that had a dress she was looking at and she was taken by this green one that called out to her. Trying it on she stepped out of the changing room to show me and my mouth went dry. i never thought that i would see anything like that in person yet there she stood in front of me giving me this cute little girl lip quickly changing into a Dominant your buying this expression.
With bags in hand we headed off to the room. Changing she had me take a few photos of her in this green dress as she used everything in the room.
My towels were subject to her spit and wiping off of her body, my shampoo and conditioner bottles were added to with her spit not to mention every glass on the sink. She trampled my clothes, bedding and pillows and finished by taking my toothbrush and well, it disappeared under that green dress before it was coated with her spit and left for me later.
i never thought that i would find myself in this position but i couldn’t wait to get back that night after i dropped her off and get ready for bed. i drank water from those glasses, wiped my face with those towels and licked the toothbrush before using it.
Before i took her home she informed me that she was going to wear that green dress to the next party i was escorting her to and she was going to use it against me.

[Mistress1984]

I can see how that dress caught your eye and stopped LU dead in his tracks.
Miss Panic >> you really are using yourself to entrap this poor man that really doesn't have a chance. LOL. Suck him in and take him down. I also think it's hysterical that the toothbrush say's Reach. :rofl:

LU: Are you really willing to go all the way?:whip:

[LuvsHerHeels]

wow...Miss Panic looks incredible in that dress...and matching manicure and pedicure.

LU....you are soooo hooked....and I think there is no turning back for you...the word ENTHRALLED comes to mind.

Enjoy the ride.

[Nicole Nicorelli]

I'm obviously new here but I've been sneaking around in the background. I'm drawn to the way Miss Panic is preparing her slave to be collared and the relationship they have just like many others on here.
I'm not ready to get married or anything like that but I'm thinking that I'd like to have a slave to take care of me. Someone I trust that worships me. I also love that Miss Panic is about my age and has this Father figure of a slave. Feels safe to me.
Miss Panic .... I wish we could meet so I could just watch and learn but I will be doing that from here. I really wish, hope that this is real because it's like a dream for me. Thank you for allowing your slave to write what you two do.
Nic

[LookingUp]

i would like to take this time to publicly thank Miss Panic for thinking i may be worth taking on as a slave and for stretching my submissiveness although i know that this journey may not have been possible with other Mistresses. As many of you know i've been in this for years but she has put me on a path i have not walked and i'm not quite sure how i got here. Well, maybe i do ... it's just her. i'm understanding more about chemistry and the mystery of it.
To all ... thank you for your responses and enjoyment of my submitting to Miss Panic and how she is testing me for my collaring. The stories are real and an account of our times together that she allows me to tell.
She has returned home and i wait, as you, to see what is next.

[cyberwop]

I'm obviously new here but I've been sneaking around in the background. I'm drawn to the way Miss Panic is preparing her slave to be collared and the relationship they have just like many others on here.
I'm not ready to get married or anything like that but I'm thinking that I'd like to have a slave to take care of me. Someone I trust that worships me. I also love that Miss Panic is about my age and has this Father figure of a slave. Feels safe to me.
Miss Panic .... I wish we could meet so I could just watch and learn but I will be doing that from here. I really wish, hope that this is real because it's like a dream for me. Thank you for allowing your slave to write what you two do.
Nic

If You learn to spot us and not settle for some arrogant @ss, you can probably make that happen. Learn our tells and demand to be treated the way You want and You will find a man to grovel and worship at Your Feet.

[Mistress1984]

i would like to take this time to publicly thank Miss Panic for thinking i may be worth taking on as a slave and for stretching my submissiveness although i know that this journey may not have been possible with other Mistresses. As many of you know i've been in this for years but she has put me on a path i have not walked and i'm not quite sure how i got here. Well, maybe i do ... it's just her. i'm understanding more about chemistry and the mystery of it.
To all ... thank you for your responses and enjoyment of my submitting to Miss Panic and how she is testing me for my collaring. The stories are real and an account of our times together that she allows me to tell.
She has returned home and i wait, as you, to see what is next.

Oh your such a good slave >> your working hard aren't you? I have to believe she is getting you outside of your comfort zone but then again you wouldn't go if you didn't want to. I must admit that I'm enjoying the testing too and I'm waiting for the big one. Hummm what would I do if I was as lucky as Miss Panic?? Hee Hee.
We thank you too for your sharing and yes >> I'm waiting too. :banghead:

[BoundToBe]

Really Miss Panic. I don't think your playing fair. How could LookingUp possibly avoid becoming your slave? I'm looking at that last set of pictures and reading that story and I think I just came on myself. Now LookingUp >>> that last picture with Miss Panic, OMG. Tight skirt, great legs and all her Mistress weight planted on your upturned face, that did it for me. Got one in heels like that? I don't blame you for submitting to her and I don't blame her for wanting to enslave you either.
BTW >> Miss Panic, waiting for you to finally collar and claim him is killing me. Wondering what happened on Friday before you left on your trip, is killing me, waiting for the next story, is killing me. I don't know how much more my heart (and dick) can take. :worship: :banghead: :lildog:

[hereforher]

Really Miss Panic. I don't think your playing fair. How could LookingUp possibly avoid becoming your slave?
BTW >> Miss Panic, waiting for you to finally collar and claim him is killing me. Wondering what happened on Friday before you left on your trip, is killing me, waiting for the next story, is killing me. I don't know how much more my heart (and dick) can take.
On on board with all this too. Going stir crazy. Thanks LU for the new chapter. I also agree that last picture is awesome and I'd like to see it with heels on. :eyebrows:

[Nicole Nicorelli]

Has anyone heard from Miss Panic? is she back yet?

[LookingUp]

Yes Nicole she is home but quite busy getting ready to move.
I'll have another chapter soon and here's a few more pictures for you.

[MeNext]

LookingUp: Judging by the pictures you two also have a friendship, so you said too and he doesn't look like a woose. Looks like he would stand up to anyone to protect you, take care of you and worship you. I can see why now.

That's fucking funny, I was thinking to myself "Hey that dude looks like Chuck Norris. Don't mess with Miss Panic LU Norris will hunt you down. :rofl::realfunny:
:worship:

[LookingUp]

You people are too funny. I've been told that many times for many years. I'm surprised that it took this long to come out on here. Well here's the next chapter and I hope you enjoy it.
I have included pictures also so you know it really did happen. Lol

He still can't believe that he's the one that gets to pick her up and bring her to the party. It's a birthday party for another Mistress. In our conversation on the phone i'm receiving my instructions on pick-up time and that i'm to supply the ingredients for White Russians. i asked if she picked up a gift for the Mistress and she said that she had not the time nor money to do so.
i knew the Mistress who’s birthday it was and went out to do my shopping. Picking up the mixers i also stopped and picked up some exotic chocolate and something else for the Mistress. Arriving on time My Mistress walks up to my vehicle and before i can get out opens the door and gets in. As her left foot enters, her coat falls open enough for me to spot that Green dress and the black boots i bought her. Greeted with her beautiful smile, it’s so contagious, we head to the party.
Arriving i can’t help but drop to my knees at her feet as we ride the elevator. As we are greeted i am so proud to be her escort. i can only hope that she is as proud. She mixes in as i tend to putting the milk and liquor away. She soon walks up to me and hands me a clean empty glass.
“White Russian... you do know how to make that?”
“Yes Mistress” i say as we turn and walk away from each other. i mix her drink as i have small talk to one of the other slaves there and deliver the best White Russian Iican make. i’m so glad that i was a bartender, manager of a nightclub for over eight years. Taking a sip she looks at me in approval and carries on her conversation.
“Whew” .. why was i nervous? i must have made thousands of those .... it’s because it was ..... her.
A few of the Mistresses tried the drink and requested the same. i looked to her for consent and she gave me this ever so slight nod and i thought i saw the hint of a smile. Oh.. life is good.
Delivering the drinks we gather to watch as the Birthday Mistress opens her gifts. She opens a box of expensive chocolates and a subscription to her favorite hobby. The Mistress looks up and thanks Miss Panic for the thoughtful gift. After the Ooos and Ahhhs, Miss Panic pats me on the arm and says “I did well.”
Life really is good.
The festivities move on into the other room and of course slaves are used. i wait behind and to the side of my Mistress when she is approached by the Head Mistress and is asked if they are going to be able to make use of her trample slave. Smiling she gives me up and i undress.
Laying on the floor i take the trampling from them. Mistress leans into me and asks “How many have you had at once?”
“Nine in my Prime” i say as the head Mistress and another tramples my back.
“Nine” she say’s in amazement. Looking around she starts to count. Standing she talks to the Head Mistress on my back and she say’s “We only have seven.” The Head Mistress calls out to all the woman in the room as my Mistress looks down at me as if to say “I sure hope your telling the truth.”
The head Mistress instructs them to remove their shoes and i tell her that’s not necessary.
“Well Ladies ... leave them on.” As the sixth one is getting on my Mistress walks up to my face and her boots are so close to my face that i can almost feel the heat from her feet. One disappears from my site and then the other . Seven woman dancing to the music on me. The head Mistress is doing her best to put a couple of holes in me as my Mistress poses for pictures standing by my neck.
After they have their fun, Mistress poses for a few more pictures standing on my chest. when i reach up and grab her by the ankles and lift her straight up. i hold her over my face, my heart and then set her down on my penis. She’s really laughing as the others clap. Looking over her shoulder she looks me in the eye and says in a voice only i can hear..
“What else are you hiding up your sleeve?”
i’m proud... so proud. i walk into the other room to gather my things and the Head Mistress is telling her slave how i picked my Mistress up.
i sit and wait for my Mistress and she walks up and sits in front of me.
“I really need a foot rub.” Dropping to my knees i remove one of her boots and begin my task. as we talk and she relaxes i continue to rub her feet when it hits me. The smell from her foot being trapped in that boot. i close my eyes and do a slow, deep and long breath. Looking up at her i so want to bury my face in her sock covered foot but i know my place. So close but so far. Later when we talk i find i did the right thing by NOT doing that. It was a test to check my submissiveness.
i place her coat on her as we say our goodbyes and drive her home. i’m so honored to have her in my vehicle and to know where she lives. i want to be solely hers and for her to know that she can trust me.. i am rewarded that i know that. Saying our goodbyes i watch till i know she’s inside then home i head.
When i arrive home i check my e-mail and there she is. Reading ... my heart is filled.
“I like that the other Mistress are jealous of you and that your full of surprises. You did well tonight.”

[LuvsHerHeels]

LU,
Fantastic.
Those last 2 pics say it all...the look on her face...pure joy.
I think you hit a home run that night.
Best of luck as you continue in this wonderful relationship.
take care.

[LookingUp]

Thanks LHH. This is like something I saw in my head once; never thinking in a million years I'd be here. Hell, I didn't even know here really existed. I went up this weekend to see Miss Panic and I have another chapter. I'd like to skip a few and it tell now but I'll wait to see what Miss Panic instructs. It was another great day .... of course.

[Mistress1984]

[QUOTE=LookingUp;980861] I went up this weekend to see Miss Panic and I have another chapter. I'd like to skip a few and it tell now QUOTE]

Aaa, ohhh, heyyy, do I smell a new collared slave???

[MeNext]

Oh Mistress1984 >> that would be awesome. I hope your right. I'd like to hear what happened. Please, please, please, please, please..
:bananadan:worship::lildog:

[BoundToBe]

She did do it >> I went to her site and found these pictures of her taking ownership of her slave. LU I really wish I could be in your shoes. What you did with SL was amazing but to actually go through this with you now with Miss Panic is twice as good. Please let us would be slaves know how you find someone like Miss Panic and get yourself to be hers alone. She is truly a Goddess and one that deserves to be worshiped. I'm happy it's you because I know from history that she has a good slave and friend.

[Mistress1984]

I fucking knew it.. BTW BoundToBe.. I may be after your ass because you found out before me.
Miss Panic you really need to fill us in >> we need the rest of the story>>>>>

[hereforher]

Wow, look how beautiful she is and how happy she looks, kinda like the cat that caught the canary.
I feel like the proud parent when their kids do well. I know that LU is older then me but this relationship it new, that's good enough for me. Could this be going on next door or better yet in my home??

[MeNext]

Well, Chuck .... I mean Mr. Norris, I guess you've met your match, and what a match it is. She really is a Goddess that should be worshiped and except nothing less. If any man was to treat her any less then the beautiful, creation that she is; then I believe he is a believer of himself and isn't capable of realizing the awesome beauty of this female Princess. Thank you LU for giving us males some credibility in this world. I will strive to be like you.

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Here I am!

Been on bit of a hiatus since my trip to NC, trying to get my life organized and make money to move to my new oasis!!!

But alas, I am here !!!

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Me Next,

You're sweet to call me a princess, and funny to call him Chuck Norris, as if he doesn't get that all the time anyway! hahaha

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

ahhhh, I can't even wait 5 minutes, I have to post one of my secret photos!!!

This one is my favorite.
One heel on his palm, and the other pinning his cheek to the floor =)

http://i648.photobucket.com/albums/uu210/JennyLettuce/_MG_2883.jpg

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

Tired of me yet, hahaha, also wanted to say as I breeze back through these pages of what I missed - that Here for Her I believe said I'm like the girl next door that bakes for you when you're sick ... hahaha, if you only KNEW.

I have orange cranberry cupcakes in the oven for my friend who is sick with a terrible cold and cough, RIGHT NOW!!!

Can you smell them!!!?!?

Ahahah, and if anyone is interested (and because I don't know how) I posted the video clip of slave brian at the party lifting me up in the air, along with 2 other little clips for show n tell = D

Now, off I go to enjoy this weather !!!

slave brian has been nice enough to comission another painting from me. Which makes this his second painting, so I'm going outside to paint in the sun. Since I feed him my urine in a wine glass, we're painting wine glasses today!

Here is the first painting he bought from me. When I interviewed him as a potential slave 6 months ago (I know, it's only been six months!!! wowzers) he mentioned he was a leg and ass man.

So what did I do for him. I painted him 3 ladies, and used my bra, fishnets and undies to cut and paste on these girls bodies. So, he has a bit of me =) Plus, hehehe, there's a little something special I mixed into the paint, but I also used sugar to give it texture!

http://i648.photobucket.com/albums/uu210/JennyLettuce/finishedpainting.jpg

And, thanks to slave martin, who bought 2 paintings from me this week as well!

And thanks for those who believe in my creative talents (and helping me bit by bit with rent/bills/family issues) I really truly appreciate it!!!!

xoxox

Miss Panic

[hereforher]

OMG .. Miss Panic you really do just keep surprising me. Treating Slave Brian to your spit and pee is amazing. You can look like the girl next door but you have this other side but don't we all. I see you as a very loving person and I believe that you wouldn't do what you do to your slave if he wasn't ready to take it from you. I think that's another reason you two are so good together. I think you have an understanding and friendship too. I also think that he'd rather die then disappoint you because he cares that much for you. Good luck to you both on your new Mistress / Slave relationship and done forget to keep us posted.
:worship::worship:

[MeNext]

Well I believe you are a Princess Miss Panic. Reading what you have written, what your slave LU has written, the talent you have, I love that painting and the fact that you show a little of your everyday self speaks volumes to me. I see you as a friend and someone that I could talk to if we ran into each other. Other Mistresses scare the crap out of me. Piecing the parts together I can't believe how any man in his right mind could not want you. I guess being selfish could do it. There are many of us out there that say one thing and do another, they need to grow up but most don't. I'm sure there are times when your unbearable but does that outweigh all the other amazing things about you? I think not. I'm happy that you have LU in your corner. He will be there for you. Not like most (me) that want to be there but either are too scared or just don't know how.:sigh:
Oh and that picture with you standing on his hand and the heel in his mouth..
Oh Boy..

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

I need for all of you to give my damn boyfriend a lesson, I havent received a gift, a flower, or shit from him in over a year.

Last night, he brought me a napkin, because he said he thought I'd want to feel how soft, the "softest napkin in the world" was ...

It's one thing to have strangers, and LU respect and worship me. But it's truly sad, that it isn't this way for me at home.

So thank you all, for the kind words =)

[cyberwop]

I need for all of you to give my damn boyfriend a lesson, I havent received a gift, a flower, or shit from him in over a year.

Last night, he brought me a napkin, because he said he thought I'd want to feel how soft, the "softest napkin in the world" was ...

It's one thing to have strangers, and LU respect and worship me. But it's truly sad, that it isn't this way for me at home.

So thank you all, for the kind words =)

Sorry Princess. You need to find a man who appreciates you.

I always find it amazing how much crap fantastic women like You put up with. You deserve better.

[LookingUp]

Being your collared slave and friend i will pass at commenting on this site. You and i have talked and i believe you understand my thoughts and position. The only thing i'll say knowing what i do is shame on him.

[Mistress1984]

Are you fucking kidding me? Listen, guys like that are only in for themselves. If he doesn’t appreciate who you are then he never will. I’m willing to bet that your the giver in the relationship and all he does is take. I’m also willing to bet he has all kinds of excuses why he can’t do for you. These fucking guys really piss me off, can you tell. Get out. it’s better to be alone with friends then with someone that’s going to bleed you dry. You deserve much more. End rant. :sniper:
LookingUp, smart man not airing it out here. I know this is killing you and your having a hard time watching her go through it especially since your willing to give her all that in a slave capacity. At least she knows YOU worship her.... and I believe you do :worship:

[MeNext]

I must agree with Mistress1984. Being a guy I know that he's not grown up and who the hell know why, not into you. What a asshole. Dump the SOB and get on with your life. Maybe you'll find a guy that worships you as LU does. Well one can dream. :p

[BoundToBe]

It doesn't matter why. You can't try and figure it out. Chances are he hasn't a clue, well, that goes without saying. :) You should be discovering each other at this time not trying to fix a relationship. I know it's easy for people to give advice but I'm old enough and been and seen enough to know that it's not that hard if it's right. Not given you something in over a year? Your amazing to have put up with that, you really shouldn't have.
I also have to agree with MeNext. There is someone out there that will love and worship you as your slave does. Use him till you find that special person. Isn't that one of his jobs? Lol. He'll clean, cook, wash and take care of you I'm sure and you get to use him for your fetish needs too. Humm best of both worlds I think. Oh and your boyfriend ... asshole. :eyebrows::whip:

[Mistress1984]

Ohhhh now there's a thought. Boundtobe is onto something. Bounce the bum out and have your slave, if not move in have him there for the weekends to do your chores. I can see it now. He comes in an does all your laundry, cleans your apt top to bottom, cooks a few dinners for the week and you tie him up in the closet on the floor with your shoes or better yet to the foot of your bed with his face exposed to your feet to kick at all night as you sleep. Now that would make me happy. LOL :thumbsup2:

[LookingUp]

I get an e-mail telling me I'm to be in Chicago next Sunday because there are errands to run and some pictures to take because someone wanted to buy some of her using me.
I replied and was soon given what she needed to do and of course what I was to supply.
She had been away visiting her Mom and I hadn’t seen her in a while. I really didn’t like the preview I got to my, “Moving on to my next job and not being able to see her” feeling.
Not being able to sleep, I showered, packed up and left at three in the morning.
Pulling into Chicago at 6:30 am I get the keys to the apartment I rented and headed out to pick up some of the things I was responsible for. My minds racing with being able to see her and that she’s going to use me.
I head out early to make sure I’m in the neighborhood and not going to be late when my phone startles me as I get off the highway.
“Earlier would be great.” the message reads.
Whew.. I’m glad I decided to leave early. I text that I’m around the corner and will be there shortly. Turning onto her road I text that I’m here and wait. She comes out and we’re already laughing as we head of to deliver one of her paintings another submissive purchased.
The next stop was to drop off some things another Mistress left at her house because she’s trying to get the clutter out before she moves. After some pleasantries we’re on our way to the apartment to take the required pictures.
Parking the car I watch as she walks in front of me. I love to watch her move. I’m looking at her hair wave with each step, her arms swinging and her hands as the pass by her butt as it moves in it’s own rhythm. How the jeans fit her down to the boots she has on as they click on the concrete. Ah those boots. The effect they will have on me later is not expected.
I come out of the bedroom and she’s attending her toenails when she states,
“Whew my feet stink .. can you smell that?”
Um, no .. I don’t smell anything as I lean forward to get a closer sniff. As I do that she meets me half way till the underside of her toes and ball of her foot is jammed against my nose. Oh there’s a smell alright.
“That’s what happens when I wear leather boots without sox.” she smiles as I tell her that I think they smell good.
I’m pacing the apartment as she puts those boots back on and goes downstairs to let the photographer, who is her friend, into the building. They walk in and after introductions are made, equipment is set up and Mistress Panic changes into this black long dress that I bought her before she left for Moms.
Ready to go she points to me to get on my back on the floor with my head between her feet.
Looking down she smirks “You’d better close your eyes.” as her red high heel is brought up over my face and continues to let the photographer know that she is going to place her heels in my eyes and make sure he gets close-ups. I struggle as the weight of her legs on her heels bring white light to my eyes from the pressure. I can also feel the sharp edges of her heels on my lids as if they are cutting. I felt like her heels were in my eyes for an hour. When she removed them I couldn’t see anything for several seconds.
Well the picture taking went on as she stretched my mouth with her high heels, belted them to my face and dug them deep into my cheeks.
Then again I’m ordered to the floor as removes her shoes and plants her feet onto my face and proceeds to belt them there with my own belt. There it is, the smell and now I feel the sweat on the bottoms of her feet. More pictures of her feet all over my face, ball of each foot in my eye socket and heels over my mouth, toes sometimes poking at my eyes and rubbing them all over my face. Again I’m ordered to the floor face up and she steps up onto my chest holding my belt wrapped around my neck for balance. Standing almost on my throat she takes her right foot and starts playing with my nose and lips and then tells me to open up. Pushing her foot in almost to her instep, it remains there as the photographer snaps away. I smell her foot sticking out of my mouth, I smell it on my face and now I taste what she and her boots came up with as we walked around the city earlier, along with the dirt and fuzz that was stuck to the bottom of her foot. Hummmm, I’m enjoying this. I even like the smell and taste of her. What’s happening?
Ordered to the chair I sit with my head back as instructed and watch as she sits on the arm and leans till her face is over mine. Talking to the photographer she asks,
“Your sure you can catch this?” Being assured, I see her mouth move as if she’s running her tongue over the back of her teeth. I wish you could see what that looks like as you look up to her face over yours. Everything is slow motion now as her lips start to part and spit finds it’s way onto her lips making them shine in the light. It builds till it can no longer hang on and all that had collected there falls onto my tongue. Warm and sweet it slides down the back of my throat. She is now inside. Over and over again she drops her spit into my mouth trying to get that good shot. I’m secretly hoping he keeps missing it and she has to keep trying.
Next Heel in cheek, toenail polish, face standing and more.

[LuvsHerHeels]

wow..what a weekend for you!
hope you post a few pics of those heels and feet in your eyes.
thanks for the update.

[LookingUp]

Here you go...

[BoundToBe]

Oh Please.. I can't stand it. I love reading the story and getting these pictures in my head as i read; and when I see the pictures at the end it just pushes me over the edge. Although the shoes are different in my dream the results are the same.. the black heel tips are buried deep enough into his eyes as not to be seen, I see the spit dripping from her mouth to his/mine below and her using her smelly feet on him ... ahhhh this is good..:thumbsup2:

[LuvsHerHeels]

Here you go...

Thanks...GR8 pics...especially those red heels in your eyes.

[hereforher]

Yeah >> those pictures and story are hot. :lildog:
Still enjoying the story and can't wait for the next installment. Got a cloth next to me on the bed waiting..

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

oh no everyone, I just wanted to let everyone know, slave brian has been injured and is in the hospital. I'll keep everyone updated on his health, but he may have broken his nose, he was bleeding from the mouth, and has broken 3 ribs.

It would be nice for all of you who geniunely care for my slave brian, to say a little something to his email, a little pick me up - if you will. I know his spirit must be crushed.

Broken ribs = no trampling for a while.

xoxo

Miss Panic

[LuvsHerHeels]

wow...how did it happen?
hope he recovers soon.

[Mistress1984]

OK that will be just about enough of that kind of news. Really I'm so sorry to hear that and pray that he is in full recovery mode. Yes keep us informed and send him our best. We need to see him back under you in no time.:crying2:

[MeNext]

He's a tough OLD coot, I'm sure he's going to pull through. I'll bet he'll say that it's the "No Trampling for a while" that you said that is the worst part for him.
Still I'll keep him in my thoughts.:thumbsup:

[hereforher]

OMG >> Stop. Please let him know we're thinking of him. Hope he recovers and your up and around (on him) soon, We'll wait for good news. :bananadan

[BoundToBe]

Dude ... get your ass better and get back to serving your Mistress. Sorry to hear your hurting, well like that anyway. ;)
Miss Panic, Do you need someone to fill in while he recoops? Just kidding.:D
Let us know his status. Please

[LookingUp]

Hey everyone. I'm here and although I'd like to say I'm OK, I can't. Was supposed to get out the other day but seems they may have found something that needs attention.
The doctors said it was nothing short of a miracle that I'm
here at all from what they heard. Accepting a delivery, I was in a tractor trailer when the shifted load let go. They estimated approximately 2,400 pounds of arcade machines were on top of me. Some of them taking four guys to remove. One doctor turns and says to the other "That's how much my Honda weighs."
Am I lucky? Absolutely...
They tell me that I was unconscious for almost the whole time they
were digging me out.
I wanted to thank all the well wishes and e-mail box crammed to full. You all are wonderful.
I wanted to thank Miss Panic too for making sure people knew. She's awesome and a good friend.
I'll be in touch and will finish the story too.

[Mistress1984]

The doctors said it was nothing short of a miracle that I'm here at all from what they heard.
Well I'm glad to see that your on the road to recovery. Get yourself better so my fellow Mistress Panic can use you again. I'm sure he has plans for you. That's the pain you should be feeling now. :p:whip:

[MeNext]

Well that sounds like good advice Mistress1984.
I am glad that he's OK... but get under Miss Panic again.:lildog:

[LookingUp]

slave brian has been nice enough to comission another painting from me. Which makes this his second painting, so I'm going outside to paint in the sun. Since I feed him my urine in a wine glass, we're painting wine glasses today!

Here is the first painting he bought from me. When I interviewed him as a potential slave 6 months ago (I know, it's only been six months!!! wowzers) he mentioned he was a leg and ass man.

So what did I do for him. I painted him 3 ladies, and used my bra, fishnets and undies to cut and paste on these girls bodies. So, he has a bit of me =) Plus, hehehe, there's a little something special I mixed into the paint, but I also used sugar to give it texture!

http://i648.photobucket.com/albums/uu210/JennyLettuce/finishedpainting.jpg

xoxox

Miss Panic

This will be one hard painting to beat. Out of all the paintings I've seen Miss Panic do, this one, as a whole, is the best. I will always treasure it.

[LookingUp]

Laughing she pulls away and I see this strand of spit shine as the flash of the camera lights it up. There it is, attached to her lips and tongue at her end and laying across my tongue on my end.
Looking at the list of requested pictures, Miss Panic tells me to put my face on the floor and as soon as I do, she walks up and places her left heel inside my mouth and pins my cheek to the floor under her weight. My right hand comes up toward my face in reflex to the pain and is stopped and also pinned to the floor with her right heel digging into the back of his hand.
Miss Panic, in an effort to keep her balance, impaled both beneath her. I still can see the outline of her heel on the back of my hand and feel, with my tongue, the outline of the other on the inside of my cheek.
I’m told to lay on my back, on the floor of the bathroom and find myself under her boots as she applies make-up.
Next I find myself face up in front of the toilet with my face being used as a foot rest as my Mistress puts new toenail polish on.
The smell is back, the ball of her foot rests on my nose and her toes lay across my lips as the polish is applied. I hear the click of the camera with every breath I take in of her feet. I love that she doesn’t care how her feet smell or taste in the state they’re in as she rubs them all over my face. I continue to learn something new about me, her and our relationship.
Moving on I’m now told to lay on the bed face up. Standing on my chest, she locks eyes with mine as her right foot starts to cut my air off as she transforms her weight from my chest to my throat.
I can’t swallow or breath as I look up into her eyes. Again I wait for the camera clicking to stop as the pressure is released. I don’t think she knew how I was panicking inside but I learned to work through it for her.
Again I learn through her instruction to the photographer that my face is next to support my Mistress. Again I find myself looking up into her eyes as she places one foot across my mouth and under my nose. The pressure grows on her foot as she steps up. Joined by her other foot my site is taken from me. As she tries to gain her balance I feel her squirm above. Lots of pictures taken now as it feels like an hour has passed as she shows the photographer how she feels to the lens. Toes flexing on my cheek and eyes, smell of her feet being drawn into my lungs and the weight of my Mistresses body bearing down on my features. This is awesome.
Dismounting my face, we talk as I watch her sit and place her high heels on her feet. My heart begins to race as I believe I know what’s next.
I find myself on the bed with a heel digging into my cheek and another in my temple. I’m so proud that I can support my Mistress like this. Tell me it doesn’t look great.

[BoundToBe]

She looks absolutely beautiful and happy to be there. That last picture is .. well, I think is fantastic. The look on her face, your face completely covered and accepting all her weight.. awesome.

[hereforher]

OMG >>> those pictures but that last one. Wowsa. More please, please, please. Miss Panic, thank you for sharing what you and LU do. You guys give me hope and now a days that is a rare thing. I know he's your collared slave and I think that means more then your other slaves. I love the human side of your relationship with him and that it's not a money for hire situation. It may have started out that way and surprised you both but I'm glad that it grew and you let it. I'm sure it wasn't planned with people the way they are. Hard to trust.
LU >> thanks for the story or should I say account of what you go thru. I love it and believe that really is what happens so thanks again.:worship:

[Mistress1984]

Yes it does look great LU and your a lucky guy but I'm not telling you something you don't already know.:worship::whip:

[BoundToBe]

OK >> where'd ya go??? Please, I need the rest of the story, pics. :help:

[MeNext]

I was just wondering the same thing ... I need my Miss Panic and slave fix..:lildog::think:

[LookingUp]

I'm instructed to strip and again find myself face up on the bed with her walking up to my right side. Before I can look down her left foot, still in the red high heel , finds my crotch. The sole of her shoe pins me against the bed and her heel drags down my abdomen till it’s stopped by the top of my dick.
Weight is applied and her heel digs in deeper with every flash of the camera. I find myself holding my breath and making a fist as I strain from the pressure and pain.
Never stopping she spins around and drives her right foot in until the toe of her shoe is stopped by the crown of my dick. Again pressure is applied as my dick and balls get flattened beneath the sole of my Mistresses shoe. Puzzles me why I would like this but I do. I also know it has a lot to do with who’s doing it.
Again with her referring to the list I’m face down on the floor supporting myself on my forearms. My belt is pulled over my head and I feel it pull tight around my throat.
My lower back receives my Mistresses ass as she sits and leans back resting against my back. I think of the beautiful ass resting on me. Oh how I love it. Another part of her that has a spell on me; when I’m brought back to reality by a sharp pain in my balls. You see she decided to plant both her heels there and stretch my sac as I supported her on my back and she pulled at the belt. More clicking.
The next series of pictures are her posing using my back as her floor. I grit my teeth as her heels dig into my skin as she pulls on my belt for balance. I can see in my head how beautiful she must look.
Needing a break she steps off to get a drink. Talking with the photographer she walks up and stands to my left as he picks up his camera and aims at her. I see her raise her right arm and look at me. No words are spoken. I lean in and begin to lick her armpit. Lick after lick and flash after flash.
“Can you taste my deodorant?” she asks as we finish. I tell her yes and I can taste her too. Smiling she tells me to sit on the floor next to the window. Walking up, she swings her right leg over me and sits on my shoulders posing for the camera as I again support her.
I think to myself. “I’m so lucky to be here. I know there are many men that want to be here and many more if they only knew.”

Next ... the days end.
I want to take this time to say that I’m honored to be one to serve Miss Panic. I also have to say that I’m surprised to see some of the crap she goes through. I have heard some of the things that people have the nerve to write and honestly am surprised. I have been receiving mail from fellow subs and Mistresses for years and haven’t received stuff like that. Please as the old saying goes “ If you can’t say something nice, don’t say anything at all.”
We share here because of our common likes. We’d like to continue. And ladies ... you know who you are.
Lookingup.

[Mistress1984]

Being the recipient of some of that crap, I can understand. Here she is supplying words and pictures that most want and some asshole has to go and send her crap. I'm willing to bet it's a bitch too. Don't let them get to you Miss Panic. They have no life and only wish that they had what you have.
I'm happy to see your slave step up and say something too. I'm hoping these people haven't ruined a good thing here >> I'll be pissed. This is for those who sent the crap. :thebird::xmad::machine: BTW that picture of you sitting on his back >> sexy

[BoundToBe]

Thank you not only for the next chapter but the great pictures. I hope you don't mind but the one of you looking at me, He he, while sitting on his back is now my wallpaper on my laptop. I can never wait for it to go on sleep mode. :pbbbbblt:

[hereforher]

That's funny BtB. I love that pic too but I have to say I still can't get past that one of her standing on his face although I love the way she looks at me, (ha, ha) in that picture you like.
MORE STORY PLEASE.
Miss Panic, I also want to say that I'm sorry your getting shit from dickless people. :asshole: I hate that we suffer with your absents because of that. Thank goodness for LU sharing, with your OK I'm sure, pictures of you at least.

[MeNext]

Ok Miss Panic. Please don't take away from the faithful because of a few dimwits. We have been here supporting you because of your sharing the real deal and because of your slave LU. I would think a person as strong and smart as you would be able to see through those assholes. I find myself wanting to apologize for them so we can move on.
I'M ON MY KNEES. Please let us see a real relationship between a Mistress and slave.
What is your favorite thing you love to do with your slave and is there anything your looking forward too?
Sitting and waiting >> and hoping.:tear:

[MeNext]

BTW >> I too vote for the full weight face standing >> Your facial expression is the bomb and NOT seeing his is the best. Wish it was me.

[Gina]

Hi
A boytoy brought that magazine that you appeared in LU and I duplicated some of the pics for him with my spike heels...before he gave it up VERY quickly.....do you have any more of the pictures that you could attach from that shooting...it looked really hot.....what ever happened to that girl...she must be in her 40s or 50s by now....
spikingly,
Gina

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

If I get ONE MORE, and I mean ONE MORE email from some dumb bitch, as a "warning" and signing it "comrade in arms" I'm going to fucking flip the fuck out, find where she lives, and beat her with her own whips.

YES. I AM TWENTY FUCKING SIX YEARS OLD.

YES. I AM A NEW MISTRESS.

But, how about you suck on these apples for a second?

I have more satisfaction in my JOB, and more people who look to me for RESPECT than the women who are writing to me, talking shit to me about MY COLLARED SLAVE.

He's collared, because he CHOSE TO BE.

If his bitch ass didn't like me, he wouldn't have gone through with it.

And it delights me, that many women still think that they even have a chance with slave brian .... hahaha, give it your best shot, SERIOUSLY, I will laugh for days as we come up together with a REJECTION letter back to you.

Now, with this being said - I am taking a break, why you might ask?

I'm moving soon, in twenty days, I'm packing, I'm painting for new shows, I'm working on a troubled relationship, and I've even started a group therapy for some of my more "personal" issues in which I'm dealing with now as well.

When it rains, it pours. And I have a lot on my plate.

I have NO TRUST in people anymore, because I've been DICKED over too many times. I've lost money out of my OWN pocket for the sake of making others happy, and when it comes to being my turn to make happy, PEOPLE FALL SHORT.

So, I'm still modeling, still updating my site/blog/photos pretty much every 2 days.

I'm still sessioning at Holy Mountain, and am still planning on seeing slave brian when he returns from his trip in NYC, or as he said last night, he might fly me there depending on the situation.

Slave, has also taken on the role of somewhat of a trial manager for my modeling - and is willing to get me to NYC, Because he says I'M WOOOOOOOORTH IT.

For all the skanky ho's, who wish their shit smelt as good as mine =)

Succcccccck it ......

hahahha

xoxox

Miss Panic

[Mistress1984]

Humm >> I kinda get the impression that your a little miffed. Lol. :xmad:
If those are the letters your getting I would have to agree. I sure hope they're not from anyone on here. Been reading on here for years and I've seen very few cases of that. From my own experience another good indication that it's a crap person is they never follow up or post where others can see.
Blow it off Miss Panic and don't let them get to you. Jealous of you and your slave is what they are. Yeah your young, but that doesn't mean you don't know what you want. I'm thinking your experienced slave will have some pointers for you should you ask. I don't think he'll lead you wrong.
Good luck on your move, take care of yourself and although we'll miss you, take all the time you need.
Oh and to whoever that spineless person is .. :thebird: :monkey:

[BoundToBe]

Really ..... I agree. Don't let them rattle your cage. I think Mistress1984 hit it on the head. These assholes have no life and want nothing but to bring the ones who seem to be doing what they want, down to their level. Please don't go there.
Too many here respect you and I know there's a shit load of guys that want to be where LU is.
Take that time as you said and you will be missed. You could throw us a bone once in a while and drop us a pic of you using LU >> PLEASE >> I'm on my knees. Ha. I'll be one that will be thinking of your return.
One question?? Will LookingUp be finishing the story??
Peace to you Miss Panic.
:bananawav:

[MeNext]

Again I'm going to miss out on something because of some other idiot. Don't worry about that dogshit. Your loved and we hope you continue despite of others shallow thoughts. I will look for you and visit your site. Please come back.

[LookingUp]

Hi
A boytoy brought that magazine that you appeared in LU and I duplicated some of the pics for him with my spike heels...before he gave it up VERY quickly.....do you have any more of the pictures that you could attach from that shooting...it looked really hot.....what ever happened to that girl...she must be in her 40s or 50s by now....
spikingly,
Gina
There are so many I couldn't possibly know which you were referring to. I need more info.

[MeNext]

Hey .. I hope Miss Panics is doing OK. Really miss you guys. Keep us posted. Hey LU .. gonna finish the story anytime soon? I'm going nutz :banghead:

[BoundToBe]

Yeah LookingUp >> we need our fix and pics.
Miss Panic >> been reading what's been going on and I really understand. Was years ago for me but I remember it like it was yesterday. Move on and you take care of yourself and get better. I dropped a lot of negative in my life and wished I did it years earlier. :beer:

[hereforher]

I'm with everyone else Miss Panic. Been keeping up on you and agree that you have to get rid of the negative forces in your life, surround yourself with people who truly care for you and move on. You'll find that you can only have a handful of close friends and that's the best. Where here for you in prayer.
BTW we're also hoping that LU is one of them.:D
Also LU ... Help us... finish the story.... PPPllleeeaaassseee.

[LookingUp]

I'm sorry for the delay but it's been extremely busy. I'm finishing up my job here and Miss Panic is moving and busy with her art and life.
Here is the last installment of our last time together with pictures attached. I want to thank you all for your kind words, encouragement and riding along. Enjoy...

I sit on the floor as instructed, I think back to my childhood of a story of a man that made a wish but part of the granted wish is the suffering of what he wanted to be weighed on his shoulders.
I remember seeing a person being carried on the shoulders of the wanted for the rest of his life. The life that was cut short because of supporting the wish. Heavy I know but an impact to me just the same.
This may have been the beginning of my submissiveness awakening..
Draping her legs over my shoulders I feel the high heels of her shoes rest on my crotch as she relaxes.
I really love it here .. not sure how she feels but oh it really does feel good.
Minutes later I find myself on my back as a stage for my Mistress to relax and pose for the camera.
As I support her full weight, I look up to be met with her high heel slamming into my face.
She has sat herself on my stomach and is now using my face as her footrest.
Looking at the camera she makes herself comfortable as she strikes a new pose. This pose however requires her to shift all her weight to the foot that is on my face. Why is this what I want? My mind spins.
Her right leg is resting on my throat as her left high heel shod foot is digging into my face.
Spit slides from her mouth as she sucks on her fingers and she poses ... meanwhile I suffer under the dirt of the day on her shoes .
I’m always wondering why this is where I want to be. Why her? What did she do? I don’t know what she feels but I know I would love to live the rest of my life serving her. I wish there was a way to do that but I'm a realest and I know it's not to be, yet here I am with a collar around my neck that she has placed there. I didn’t know how to resist.. how to say no or want to, so here I am wearing it proudly.
Now at the end of this time together she calls me to kneel before her and accept the collar to be place around my neck that will tell others that I belong to her and the ones that don’t know will ask questions and learn. She looks happy to do so too. Smiling through the whole process she locks it around my neck and I’m hers.
As we say goodbye to the photographer she closes the door and turns to me.
“I need you to sit in this chair and wait for me. Is there a wine glass here?”
Getting her a glass I sit in the chair facing the windows as I hear the door to the bathroom close. My mind is racing... my heart is pounding.
She comes out and feeds me a glass of warm salty liquid. Filming me drinking it she informs me that she’s happy that everyone can see my new collar around my neck as I drink her piss from the glass she’s holding to my lips.
I’m thinking to myself .. “Why is this so easy???
I’m willing to bet that you can tell me.. It was a beautiful day.
Time can be a cruel adversary and I feel it’s working on me.
I’m owned by this Goddess but feel so far away. I feel I was closer when she didn’t own me but this is a place that’s only been in my mind before. The real place is much different. Like I said I’m a realest and I’ve always been good at separating this life and proud that I know how to act and not be one of those slaves that fall in love with his Mistress and get all weird on them. I have always been aware that she will have another life that she is living and has to deal with that is more important. I never wanted to be a problem in that world but a release, if you will, in this one.
As long as I have been a slave I thought that I was up on what had/ must be done but I’m afraid that I’m feeling that I’m falling short of serving my Mistress.
My heart is heavy. Those that know me here may say that I should know what I’m doing but even at my age I’m learning but the “My age” may be a problem.
I’m thinking that I might have missed the new stuff that is required and I’m done.
I may be destine to live the rest of my life not serving and alone in the fetish world. I guess I may be at the end of my usefulness... and I’m not just talking $$$
I will say that Mistress Panic is one that will ever have control of a place in my heart.

[Jimmy Choo Choo]

The doctors said it was nothing short of a miracle that I'm
here at all from what they heard. They estimated approximately 2,400 pounds of arcade machines were on top of me. Some of them taking four guys to remove. One doctor turns and says to the other "That's how much my Honda weighs."

There's nothing like proper training to prepare one for emergencies. Now we know Miss Panic can drive her Honda over you. When you're better, of course! :eyebrows:

[MeNext]

Holy crap>> What a great story and to know that it's what really happened. That 1st and 3rd picture put me over the edge. I love that she made you lick her armpit and the look on her face sitting on you is to die for.
I read the story over and over but I'm sad for two reasons >> it's the end and it sounds like maybe you won't be seeing her anymore. Please say that isn't the case and I'm just reading into nothing. I mean I know that your job is leading you to another part of the country but shit .... your her collared slave and I always thought that you would be together now and then. Is it not going well? How could you fail? I've been watching you for years and recently the two of you and couldn't wait to see you two together in your next visit. Please tell me I'm wrong. Miss Panic >> what's up? :tear:

[hereforher]

Dude, I would love to be in your place under her. Please tell me that you have another story? Please tell me that we will continue to see Miss Panic use you and teach us?
Not only is the story hot but the pictures are too. I for one am glad you two met and shared your times together. I can only hope that healing is on the way for you Miss Panic and that you don't forget to listen with your common sense and not just your heart.
I'm wishing you well and ( here comes the selfish plug ) we get to see and hear more about the two of you. I kind of feel like I'm watching my neighbors with the light off. :pbbbbblt:
But how I really feel ... :worship:
I have a whole file of your pictures. :eyebrows:

[Mistress1984]

I'm one that knows how life can have it's twists and turns. I also know that since I stopped letting people take advantage of me that I have gotten a firm grip on it and gotten better because of it.
I love the chemistry that the two of you have together and how it's portrayed in pictures. What I see is what I believe and read about you.
Miss Panic, I love your look and I also believe that it's a matter of time that it all comes together for you. Embrace the ones that truly believe and love you. There will not be many but they will be important. They may even be someone you just met. Be selfish but not with with your friends.
This story is great because of the pictures. You are so lucky to have a slave like LU. I know I'd love to have him serve me. :whip::thumbsup:

[BoundToBe]

OK LookingUp. I don't want to hear any of this age crap. Where does it say that you have to be the same age to have a relationship? That's an assumed thing. I never read anywhere that you were to be the same age. Even the bible show's us that Moses has younger wife's. When it's right >>> it's right. It doesn't have to be a marriage but a relationship just the same.
Miss Panic, you have the power to do what you must to enjoy life and someone that is willing to help you succeed.
It's time for the NIKE theory >>> "Just do it"

[MeNext]

OK LookingUp. I don't want to hear any of this age crap. Where does it say that you have to be the same age to have a relationship? That's an assumed thing. "

I'm with BTB. Don't go that route. You two have given us great pictures and stories not to mention what looks like a great friendship and an extension of what we are thinking. If you stop then we/I can kiss a part of me goodbye too.
:sadcry:

[LookingUp]

Thanks all...
Just wanted to touch base with y'all and let you know that Miss Panic is well. She’s been really busy with moving and is taking a holiday for a bit. I was lucky to spend the day with her Tuesday to share breakfast, lunch, run some errands and shop. I love it when she comes out of the changing room to show me what she’s changed into.
She even came with me downtown to a store I had to take measurements in and helped me by taking pictures and notes.
These times I share with her are important to me for a whole different set of reasons I’m sure but important just the same. I got to take a couple of pairs of her old footwear too. Her flip flops are sitting here in front of me and I can see paint on the side of one. I smile thinking of them on her feet as she creates one of her paintings.
So now I find myself in a bittersweet mood because I’m on my way to the East coast, sad that I’m putting distance and time between my Mistress and myself but happy because I’m going to see old friends. I wish I could have taken her with me so I could share a little of where I came from. I will return to see her again and till then I will wear my collar proudly and think of her every day.
First pic is her helping me by taking notes and the next is us .... just because.

[LuvsHerHeels]

thanks for the update.
best wishes to you and your lovely Mistress.

[MeNext]

See >> that's what I'm talking about, You guys show us that you do real life stuff together too. I love that and it's refreshing to see. I'd love to have a friendship like that. Not just a Mistress that I see to beat the shit out of me but one that I can sit and talk with and share things too. Awesome.
BTW >> that picture of her standing on your face >>> OMG

[hereforher]

That's it MeNext... That's what makes this hot for me too. Oh .... and I agree about the pic too.

[LookingUp]

Thought I'd put a few here to help show why I'm under her Spell..

[BoundToBe]

You can post stuff like that all night long as far as I'm concerned..

[Mistress1984]

Oh yesss. I agree and love the first two pictures. I love his tongue between your toes. :whip:

[spitonme]

She is such a perfect Goddess.

[MeNext]

Oh yeah LookingUp. Don't stop now. I'm sure you have more stories and pictures to share >> Pleeeeesssse.
Mistress Panic .. you have to show us more of how you use LU .. It's your fault. You got us under your spell too. Lol

[Miss Panic in Chicago]

I'm alive! Here I am.

Working on myself, and heading to Canada on Sunday for 2 weeks to see my dad with my big brother. Looking forward to the trip and getting out of Chicago for a while, and missing the rest of this messy weather. Rained so much last night, my carpet somehow was soaked when I put my little feet down to crawl out of bed today. WTF, I say, why is my condo letting me down.

And, I'm going 13 days without electricity! WTF again.

Anyways, trying to scrouge up some cash to help with driving expenses to surprise my dad for his birthday, so today is the FIRST DAY IN MONTHS I HAVE MY NITEFLIRT ON!

Please call me, even if it is to just check on me, maybe you've been curious what my voice sounds like, or you genuinely care about me and want to say hello. Every little bit helps.

Hope to hear from you =)

http://www.niteflirt.com/listings/show/9217579

[MeNext]

Well Miss Panic it's good to see that your alive and working thru your things. Most people don't take the time or realize that they need to do that or just ignore it. I hope that we will see you being served by LU sometime soon, really miss that. Be well and enjoy your Dad trip. :bananawav:Bye

[BoundToBe]

Yup>> glad your well. Was just a little worried.
When you get back can we see some face trampling of your slave?? I really miss you too.:lildog:

[MeNext]

Hey Looking Up. Didn't know where else to post this. I know Miss Panic checked in back at the beginning of the month but I was wondering if you have heard from her.
She hasn't posted anything, not answering Nightflirt and hasn't put anything on her sight either.
Just touching base.
Thanks.:think2::confused::sigh:

[LookingUp]

Yes... she's been visiting family out of the country and is due back soon if she's not already back. She's got a lot on her plate and is moving forward.
I haven't talked to her but she did find a couple a pair of shoes she loved that I had to get her. I'm hoping that she was able to pick them up before she left.
I miss her too.
Something for your inquiry..

[hereforher]

Oh I so wish I was you in those last two pictures... You two are magic. :worship::lildog: